it's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry

I HAVE CHANGED MY BLOG!

2009-12-22T15:52:00.002+08:00

This is for Elgenia:
I HAVE CHANGED MY BLOG TO happinessis-.tumblr.com! RELINK!

Goodbye.

2009-12-08T23:45:00.004+08:00

Hello people! I know you didn't know that right? But its true. I cried for Sezairi cause he made it to the finals(!!!) and from the right eye it did come. Anywwaaayyyyy, what I REALLY wanted to say was that I'm moving!:D Yep, to Tumblr. Will keep this lovely blog for it memories! So RELINK PEOPLE AT:

happinessis-.tumblr.com

Home.

2009-12-07T09:44:00.002+08:00

I loveeee the fray(: I'm finally home for once.

Homework kills. Enough said.

Happy?

2009-12-06T18:58:00.003+08:00

-Tell me what you want, what you really,really want.

-I'll tell you want you want, want you really really want.

-I wanna, I wanna, I wanna, I wanna, I wanna really really really wanna Avada Kedavra your ass.

-*fierce face*

Love 'em.

2009-12-06T00:03:00.002+08:00

Tonight was, to put it simply, good.

I enjoyed myself, thanks to everyone I met; especially Naz and Atiqah!

The rest who I actually talked; thanks too!(: Love you guys.

Oh, and I know you don't know this and probably never will,

but because of you,

I'm afraid of ever _______ again.

Go figure.

Tumblr-ing Down.

2009-12-05T11:18:00.002+08:00

I've decided to post random pictures from Tumblr for each of my post(: Cause they're all so awesome. Oh, and I really like this(was from Alisa'a Tumblr):

Girl : Your new girlfriend is pretty. (I bet she stole your heart)
Boy : Yeah, she is. (But you're still the most beautiful girl I know)
Girl : I heard she's funny and amazing. (All the stuff I wasn't)
Boy : She sure is. (But she's nothing compared to you)
Girl : I bet you know everything about her by now. (Like you knew just about everything about me)
Boy : Only the stuff that count. (I can't even remember the stuff she tells me when I think of you)
Girl : Well, I hope you last. (Because we never did)
Boy : I hope we do too. (Whatever happened to you and me?)
Gir : Well I got to go. (Before I start to cry)
Boy : Yeah, me too. (I hope you don't cry)
Girl : Bye. (I still love you)
Boy : Later (I never stopped)

): Anyway, today's the third and last day that I'm going out for the sake of going out and nothings else. Better enjoy it. CHEER PRAC(:

To The Tune Of Party In The Usa

2009-12-04T11:40:00.002+08:00

I hopped off the train Hogwarts Express
With my scar and no family left
Welcome to the school of wizard love
Am I gonna fit in?
Jumped in a boat
Here I am for the first time
Look to my right and I see the castle shine
This is all so crazy
Everybody thinks I’m famous!
My stomach’s churning and I’m feeling kinda anxious
Too much staring and I’m nervous
That’s when McGonnagall put on the Sorting Hat
And it shouted “GRYFFINDOR!”
And it shouted “GRYFFINDOR!”
And it shouted “GRYFFINDOR!”

I throw my wand out
I conjure a spell
And Voldemort goes away
Laughing with Ron like yeah
Hermione like yeah
I got my wand up
I conjure a spell
I know I’ll be a great auror
YEEEAAAAHHHHH. Stupid dark arts just go away
YEEEAAAAHHHHH. Stupid dark arts just go away

Got caught flying all unwatched
Everybody’s looking at me now
Like “Who’s that dude who’s flying there?
Maybe he should play Quiditch.”
Not so hard to find that dog, fluffy
It’s definately guarding something very secret
But all I see are it’s three heads
Thank god Hermione’s so clever!
My stomach’s churning and I’m feeling kinda scared now
Too much drooling and I’m running
That’s when that Mr. Filch almost caught us there
But we ran back to safety
But we ran back to safety
But we ran back to safety

So, I throw my wand out
I conjure a spell
And Voldemort goes away
Laughing with Ron like yeah
Hermione like yeah
I got my want up
I conjure a spell
I know I’ll be a great auror
YEEEAAAAHHHHH! Stupid dark arts just go away.
YEEEAAAAHHHHH! Stupid dark arts just go away.

Feel like finding that red stone (that red stone)
Through the Devil’s Snare tonight (Snare tonight)
Find the key that fits the door (fits the door)
Ron beats Wizard Chess and I feel alright!

So I throw my wand out
I conjure a spell
And Voldemort goes away
Quirrel’s two heads like yeah
Sorcerer’s Stone like yeah
I got my wand up
Look in the mirror
I know I have the rock right here.
YEEEAAAAHHHHH! I made Voldemort go away!
YEEEAAAAHHHHH! I made Voldemort go away!
YEEEAAAAHHHHH! I made Voldemort go away!

OMG, HILARIOUSSSSS.

2009-12-03T09:53:00.002+08:00

BOOMZ. Yesterday's OAL/OAI BBQ was that exactly(:

Reached at about 4.30 and started BBQ-ing.

Eventually, they realised me and Esther were doing nothing and sent us off to NTUC to buy stuff. Talked quite a bit(: THen balhblahblah to night time. We played a lot of CONFUSING games. Hahah. It was really damn hilarious. Oh, then we asked Leader Caroline if she wanted to watch a horror movie with us and she insisted that she knew all of the horror movies so Kellie decided that we made a new one for her!

We recruited Geraldine, Badi and Mirna and blindfolded her and made her do a lot of funny things. Muahahaha. I chickened out really quickly. Fail, act confident only. Haha. And before I knew it. I'm back!

I NEED TO DO HOMEWORK. But I'm so damn lazy to start. And I haven't bought bopoks yet either. Tomorrow CHEER PRAC!:D Yay! (Dunno how to tell my mom though) Plus, Saturday, RG prod!(: Excited or what? Okay, I better get off the comp, my brother started singing to get me off and I dunno if I can bear anymore:O

Respect.

2009-12-02T14:26:00.002+08:00

YESTERDAY WAS HILARIOUS.

So I left the house at 4. 30 and joined Mirna, Rachel Toh, Shu Min and Alex at Escape Theme Park at around 5.30. To cut everything short, we basically went on Wet and Wild a gazillion times (the people were like so sick of seeing us) and a few other rides including the Superman ride(!!!!!)(((((: Yeah, anyway, we went to the HAUNTED HOUSE too. So Rachel Toh super confident; walked in first. While we were waiting in the dark room, the woman working emerged from the house in the working uniform and all and RACHEL TOH SCREAMED! HAHAHAHA. Omg, all of us(including the woman herself) laugheddddd at her like mad. Then the guy behind us working there, whistled(act cool/ fierce only) and said 'Joking lah' after we like stared at him.
-____- Yeah, so before we went off, Mirna insisted on the Woofball thing. Rachel Toh and Mirna went and you can imagine how the two teenage guys working there reacted. Enough said.

So met up with Vivian, Min, Badi, Kellie after that while Shu Min and Alex went home first. Bought dinner and lots of other stuff and we TROLLEY-ED everything back to the SCDF chalet which was really guarded by SCDF cadets:O We were amazed at the big rooms! After which we contemplated over which movie to watch and what not. Then we got the sms form Geraldine. And an action movie basically took place. The urgency on everyone's faces was pretty amusing! Went to get Alex after that. Blahblahblah. Then, continued watching Eye 10. And went home after.

BBQ today. Partly excited. But also there'll be A LOT of peopleeeee. Quite awkward for a big number of girls to be in an SCDF chalet! Okay. Oh and to end off:

mamihlapinatapais. google this word, you'll be amazed at the meaning.

Why?

2009-11-30T14:29:00.003+08:00

I fell in love with Tumblr!

Today was like a waste of time? I dunno.

Tired. Tomorrow, OAI chalet.

Then there's still cheer.

Physics and Bio to study for still plus holiday homework.

Soooo... looking forward to next year.

I miss you and when I look at you, I wonder if you miss me too. What happened to all the texts that you send? Nothing?

-Sgsecrets

Quite Simply, I Miss You.

2009-11-28T19:46:00.004+08:00

'Never say goodbye because goodbye means going away and going away means forgetting.'

-Peter Pan

What happened?

Why so serious?

And how come you weren't there when I needed you?

Asking for too much?

Or maybe I just don't want to accept the fact that time is just zooming by and change is just part of it too?

But I guess you can't accept that that change is good.

Maybe I can't.

*

On the other hand, open house was (inserts word).

To Get Your Courage Up.

2009-11-24T20:27:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was funnnyyyy.

Heh, we had a good time in the STAFF ROOM with Ms Thang.

Laminating, cutting and doing whatever with the souvenirs.

Once in a lifetime opportunity to enter the staffroom

We (Rachel, Cassandra and I) established that each cubicle was liek a mini art gallery.

It was pretty funny listening in. Heh, so what if eavesdropping is rude?

SHU MIN CAME BLOODY LATE.

Anyway, by the time we ended, store check was over and the ML people had left.

So in the end I only went for like one thing. Haha.

Today we went to Shazwani's house!

And at the DVD shop, we wanted to rent the movie but it cost us like $10+

So we bought the damn movie-____-

And we ate like twice cause the cup noodles we initially bought weren't filling):

Left her house and went home. And now, I'm here.

Yay me. Tomorrrrrooooow!

COALs '09 ♥

2009-11-22T11:37:00.004+08:00

To summarise it all,

I couldn't have asked for a better group.

Love the people, love the instructors.

COALs was fun because of you, Charlie.

And for that, thank you.

And really thats the least of it.

Thanks to Shalom and Sarah+Yijue too.

For Shalom, thanks for everything basically.

Stay strong.

Love you!

' You see Charlie out there?

Shining like a star.

We've got the X-factor

That makes you go WOW.

So Charlie(x3)'s got what it takes.

To ROCK COALs CAMP LIKE A SUPERSTAR.

So Charlie(x7) yo,

Super(x3) STAR(x3)!'

Bang, And You Shot Me Down.

2009-11-16T19:11:00.003+08:00

True. But how sucky huh?

Thanks everyone for today.

Why?

2009-11-14T21:01:00.002+08:00

If only things were that easy all the time.

On a side note, I WANNA WATCH PARANORMAL ACTIVITY!

I Can't Do This By Myself.

2009-11-14T13:02:00.002+08:00

Went to school today like any other day.

Every other day actually.

Helped out with the OAL Board boxes for the move.

And then, we went to PP Macs!

When we left, me and Lingyi decided to go to the 100 bus stop.

And we saw the new school.

It was...different to say the least.

The whole feel of the school was gone.

I dunno maybe, its because we didn't go inside or something but...

I guess I prefer the old one. Different people different preferance?

But overall it was pretty sad. I mean, it was like a whole new modern thingy was just planted there.

And the Cedar eye couldn't even see the whole school.

Because it was just too damn big.

I guess the school probably thought through their descisions.

Then went home and talked about silly stuff.

And now I'm home early for once.

And what do I have to do? Chores. The usual.

Its pretty annoying, go to school-work and friends. Home-chores, more work, incomplete family.

I dunno. Frustrating!

You Gave Me Nothing Now Its All I've Got.

2009-11-10T19:27:00.003+08:00

Today was a I-dont-know-how-to-describe kinda day.

Well, got up, went to school and basically did both papers which I have to say wasn't as bad as I thought it would be. Which is good.

Then I got it. But I knew I couldn't go.

Then saw Charlie's campfire performance after lunch which was also goooood. Good job Charlie!

Then, went for NCC stuff.

Felt like shit though. Not because of NCC of course but something else.

Then, left school ~~feeling like shit again~~ and headed down to Plaza Singapura.

Met up with Kellie and Debs.

But also Aki, Sara, Clara, Lingyi and Xin Yun along the way.

I still felt damn restless then.

Then had to leave earlier cause my mom was asking for me.

And now, I'm home. Hmm. I dunno. Must be me being moody.

Tomorrow, dragonboating. I NEED SUNBLOCK! I'm tired.

And lazy and all things negative pressed into a girls body.

Grrrrr.

Love Is A Higher Law.

2009-11-06T21:52:00.007+08:00

Went to Rafflesian Spotlight yesterday with Rachel. Got soaked in the rain before that though. Zoomed on down to the show! Met Danish to get the tickets and the show started! I have to say, not badddd. Haha. Loved the stand-up so much it made me stand up (Haha, geddit? Ugh, forget it. I see you rolling your eyes, okay?) And some of the solos were pretty good. Good job! Danish's and Nishanth's performance was goooood. Congrats on getting third! Spend your 150 dollars well! I don't know why but I couldn't get enough of the emcees jokes! Damnnnn funny. And lame. New jokes to tell!:D Met quite a few people; Sadrina, Narisha, Murnira, Ameera, Nazihah, Idris, Haziq etc. Also saw Farhain, Eliqah and Syu!

Today was the last day of lesson extension. Ironically, I kinda miss lessons. Or maybe its just the people. Hmm, shooting practice tomorrow. Not excited to get my back hurt again. Especially because MOTHER TONGUE O LEVELS ARE FREAKING COMING. And yup, you guessed it, I OBVIOUSLY am not prepared. Karangan, peribahasa and everything else can kill itself, as long as it doesnt kill me. Seriously. Gah. Good luck everyone! Study hard:D

When Music Speaks Louder.

2009-11-04T16:53:00.002+08:00

This guy make the freaking guitar talk or something:O

You're A Little Late.

2009-11-02T19:52:00.004+08:00

I feel like writing a normal post today. Instead of a sad one!

Hmm, today lesson extension. Was weirrrd sitting at the front with Matilda.

Haha, yeah, Maths was okay. Pretty short actually. Especially because Mr Eng requested us to come later(: More sleep!

Missed Kellie's birthday celebration though because of Physics.

But I'm GLAD Mr Goh's back. Awesomeness kicked into Physics or what ah!

Diagnostic test for Physics on first day of school. Yuck lah.

Anyway, after that was DAMN HILARIOUS. Amro and Rachel Toh being cheekopek!

Haha, and racing around dunno what lah. Hahah.

Damnnnnn funny! KFC could have used a little less noise.

Tomorrow more lesson extension. MOTHER TONGUE):

Then, Wednesday, a game of soccer anyone?

Heh, holidays are like one hell of crap lah can.

Now, lesson extension. Then MT O Levels.

Then, COALs. Then HW and studying for tests):

I swear the school is killing usssss. I want my rest please!

Help someone!

Thinking What Else Could Go Wrong.

2009-10-31T20:52:00.000+08:00

I'm sick of this.

Why do I keep thinking about it over and over when there's really nothing to think about?

My head's kinda muddled.

I dunno where to go. Not about this anyway.

I'm sorry it didn't work out okay?

Maybe next time. I didn't plan it to be that way either.

You were obviously mad, but you knew neither of us could do anything about it.

Praying that it'll get better.

Maybe I'll see you soon and everything will be back to normal?

As for you, stop using me.

Please just make your intentions clear.

Cause you're confusing me even more.

Thanks.

'You don't seem to know, seem to care what your heart is for.'

'You're a little late, I'm already torn.'

Because Pictures Speak A Thousand Words.

2009-10-31T20:24:00.005+08:00

Recce:

Our attempt at a heart-__-

FA Love(:

For You I'd Do It All Over Again.

2009-10-23T22:26:00.006+08:00

OrienteeringI'm so proud of you guys!(: JIAYOU and continue to strive hard. CONGRATULATIONS!

Class outing

OMG! Thank you class comm! And Lingyi and Parvathy for the games. And also Crystal. Thanks for making it work out even though all the teachers couldn't make it. It was really a class outing I'll remember and I had fun with. Thank you 3A for letting it work out! But please reply the relay system-_-

Bio LJ

Celine. HAHAHAH.

Hehe. It was fun(: Especially with 8 OAIs. Haha.

And of course COALs!

To Charlie, I'm really( times infinity) proud of you. Since day 1 you have improved so much! But of course, this is just the start of your journey. You still have room for improvement. Make us proud-er during dragon boating and COALs okay? I have faith in you guys. Love you(:

Love you OAIs. And we did good in BTC. Thanks Ms Poon and Mr Chue for all the help too. Looking forward to continuing the rest of COALs and hopefully we'll be eeven better. JIAYOU ALL!

Shooting tomorrow. Am. Damn. Tired. Now. But damnnnnn it must wake up tomorrow. I smell like bluek now. Oh, and I just realised I blog so little now. Haha, For me anyway. Scared for Monday but good luck ya'll!(:

Use Somebody.

2009-10-18T21:31:00.002+08:00

I've been roaming around always lookin down at all I see.

Painted faces fill the places I can't reach.

You know that I could use somebody

Someone like you

And all you know and how you speak

Countless lovers undercover of the street

You know that I could use somebody

Someone like you

Off in the night while you live it up I'm off to sleep

Waging wars to shake the poet and the beat

I hope it's gonna make you notice

Someone like me

You know that I could use somebody just like you.

I really could to help me through this tough time.

Dreaming With A Broken Heart.

2009-10-14T21:05:00.004+08:00

Exams are over but somehow it doesn't feel like the pressure is lowering at all?

Wonder why.

Do You Remember?

2009-10-09T23:20:00.003+08:00

I miss you.

A lot.

I miss last year when I met you more.

I miss looking forward to go home on certain days.

I miss totally interupting something 'serious'.

I miss us laughing over the stupidest things.

I miss comparing who was lamer because we were all so lame.

I miss that one time I had to cheer you up.

I miss how you just acted like everything was okay anyway.

I miss how you made me leave that plave because I couldnt bear to see you cry.

I miss how after that, you still came to help me with my request I gave you before I knew you were sad.

I miss wondering why you were so weird.

I miss how you just take the guitar and play it like second nature.

I miss how you totally laughed after that, forgetting all the sadness.

I miss your singing.

I miss you smiling every other time even with that big exam.

I miss how you were so eager to talk when we met coincidentally.

I miss that snap thingy that you keep doing.

I miss how you came earlier than everyone else.

I miss how you brought the tuner and because you knew I needed it.

I miss how you brought your song because you knew I wanted to hear it.

I miss how at that moment, we just thought about the music and nothing else.

I miss how you stuck out your tongue when you tried to get me to sing too.

I miss how you complimeted me.

I miss how you're just so down-to-earth.

I just miss you.

But do you remember?

And Maybe I'm Not Ready.

2009-10-06T21:44:00.004+08:00

Absolutely love this scene(:

How Deep Is Your Love?

2009-10-04T12:54:00.001+08:00

Cause we're living in a world of fools.

He's my neighbour/Sunday class classmate. I know, WOW.

Betapa Ku Sayang Padamu

2009-10-01T15:58:00.002+08:00

How can you not love Sezairi and Mae? My Singapore Idols!(:

Remininsce The Times.

2009-09-23T18:45:00.009+08:00

More pictures! Credits to Saiful(:

Don't you just absolutely love Hari Raya.

Time to camwhore:

Again, priceless.

Insanely talented people(:

My brother's face again!

Look at their faces.

HAHAH!

Insanely awesome cousins.

UNGLAM OR WHAT?

FOOD!

Quote: look at him, u can never know what he's thinkin. ;o

Happy dad!

Macho or what?(:

(: again. Sibling love.

Umairah's face!:O

EXAMS ARE COMING):

Satu Hari Di Hari Raya.

2009-09-21T20:02:00.010+08:00

First day of raya was insanely awesome along with today. So basically met up with paternal cousins after absolutely camwhoring with maternal cousins and stressing in the kitchens like mad cows. Yeah, so after that, basically started off with the chocolate factory! Haha, Cik Mahad was like putting the chocolate in front of my me and my sister cause he knew sure finish if he just left the thing there on the table. And sure enough, all the kids swarmed in front of us! Haha, super funny. Then, basically movedmovedmoved to each others houses. Highlights: 1) Meeting with the loveliest people on earth especially paternal side who I see once a year. 2) My cousins and their guitar skills! 3) Singing 4) Singing duets. HAHA. Ya, so PICTURES:

1st day

Maternal cousins:

Number one candid shot.

Cuteness defined!

My brother's face=priceless.

Full force!

My brother drove us everwhere. Haha.

Love.

Love the shoes. Don't you?

Paternal side: The guys and their guitar!

MY COUSIN ACTUALLY WROTE A SONG THAT A BAND BOUGHT.

Amy, Faiz and Yan.

Atiqah, Umairah and Saiful!

When boys tries to camwhore.

GIRLS!

Yes, I have A LOT of relatives.

Watching Man Utd! Their cheer could be heard loud and clear from the 3rd floor. Made us momentarily stop playing the guitar. HAHA.

Smileeee.

Love these people!

And I love this picture(:

He taught me how to play the piano!

2nd day!

Girls+abang

Waiting for Saiful's pictures!

Love knows no boundaries.

SELAMAT HARI RAYA!(:

2009-09-19T23:31:00.001+08:00

Maaf zahir dan batin ya'll!

Sorry if I've hurt your feelings!

Forgive me?(:

Happy Birthday Lingyi!(:

2009-09-19T15:12:00.004+08:00

LOOK AT THE TITLE!

And to celebrate, let's play some videos!

YAYNESS.

quote: of course she's not ready for a boyfriend, she'll make him go BOOMZ.

HAHAHAHA.

Blood And Tears.

2009-09-18T19:36:00.003+08:00

And you don't know it, but it hurts more everytime I look at you, I pass you. I'm sorry.

And to you and you:

I guess I'm moving on.

You're in denial, and YOU, I know who you're talking about.

I'm not paranoid.

I know its her. And you know, honestly, if that's your best interest, then I bid you luck.

It would be nice to know you guys as friends.

As people I can just talk to.

You don't have to avoid my gaze when I'm talking to you, you know.

Because I notice that. I don't know if you're scared or what but don't be.

Don't be in denial either. Seriously.

I also know you knew I was referring to you when I sms-ed you that day.

But after the course of these past few days, I have no choice but to take it the obvious and make the right decision and move on, no?

So again to you, good luck on your quest, don't go insane along the way!

Sorry Seems To Be The Hardest Word.

2009-09-17T18:16:00.002+08:00

School's been, well, tiring.

I just want Sunday to come quick.

I feel that I've really endured a lot this puasa.

I don't know, I just want this Sunday. Now, now, now.

My mom's birthday was a nice celebration.

My sister bakes the awesomest goodies(:

Exams are coming and I haven't revised yet. Great.

And I'm staying up to try to win tickets to Fame!

But god, exams much?

Will stay up today, again.

Homework still kills. But we can do it! Jia you people!

And I'm sorry. I really am. But this is how its going to be for a few months so bear with it. I hope things don't change meanwhile. Trust me, its just as hard for you as it is for me. I'm sorry. I guess I haven't been in the best of moods these days.

But they tell me what's the point of hurting over something, that was nothing at all. Maybe its the way I take things, I read way too deep. Really, I should jusr forget it, shouldn't I?

Let Me In.

2009-09-12T10:46:00.002+08:00

Let Me In.
Bring me a lily and one loaf of bread

Take me home now

I can’t forget any words that you’ve said

But they’re gone now

Trying my best to keep up with your pace

But you’re too fast

Trying my best to get off of this fence

For I won’t last

Maybe we can try to be better this time

Maybe we can try to be better this time

I’m just a speckle of dustin this gigantic world now

I’m going only where the air will take me bring me down now
And my smiles turn to tears

And I’m facing my fears

Can’t you see me?

Trying my best to reach out for your hand

You won’t let me in

And I’ve done what I can

You keep changing your plans

Do you need me?

Awesomeness.

2009-09-09T21:07:00.000+08:00

Did I tell you how SSC brought me to meet with the second most awesomest platoonmates? The first being Charlie of course(: Thankk youuuu for all those people who bothered to ask me if I was okay. Because I really wasn't! Thank youuu(: Even the most unexpected people asked me if I was okay. People who didn't wanna lend me their notebook, our platoon IC who I didn't really talk to, Fitness Instructor, Kanan Penanda, A-leeee-ahhh(Yishun Sec), Attention Seeker, JACLYN, Asyikin and everyone else that I troubled a.k.a everyone lah. Heh. It was only then that I kinda realised how awesome Bravo 5 was cause we always cared for each other even though we didn't know each other that well; awesome PCs and SCs[:D:D:D:D], awesome platoonmates[:D:D:D:D], awesome everyone. Lovelovelove Bravo 5. And sorry that I was so pissy at the end. Grr. But some of you guys still tried to cheer me up OUTSIDE camp. Awww.

THANK YOU CHARLIE. Love you forever and ever and ever and ever(: Sorry for being so troubling just now. Thank you to you guys and also awesome people in the OPS room who took care of me. Circumstances were different before but I leave with no regrets; not anymore anyway. Actually if I think of all the other experinces I've gained, the end wasn't as sucky as I'd imagine.

Love Bravo 5[all 43+5], Love Charlie, Love *EHEM*, Love Everyone In SSC!(: 'One person can't change the world, but you can change the world for one person.' Like SSC did.

Never Had A Love Like This.

2009-09-06T09:49:00.000+08:00

SUPERUPER LATE POST BUT HERE GOES:

Gosh, Sports Day was ao awesome! Let's start at the beginning. Woke up really early to sahur and I was pretty groggy form sleeping so late the day before. Jesslyn's house and Natasha's 'Hello Uncle!' was awesome. Hotel 626 was hilarious. Anywayyyy, once I got to the stadium, it was all one big rush! Hair, glittler, make-up, shiny stars. It was kinda a blur. Rose was kinda dead at first. So we cheered and cheered and tried to get them high. After a few races, before we knew it, it was our moment. Everyone was really nervous and all we had were our words of encouragement and the weeks of practice that we had. And gosh, was it worth it.

We won. All we could do was hug and scream and cry because we couldn't really express it in words. We were so happy because we were scared that we wouldn't get after all the things we've been through. After all the hardships and obstacles that were smacked onto our faces. After all the sweat and tears. But we did. And we were still hugging and crying even though it was so terribly unglam in front of the teachers and all. Mr Khoo had to ask us to move. Haha. But god, holding that medal was really awesome. And it wouldn't have been possible without all 16 of you.

From the lovely 3A:

Lingyi:

ZOMG, my ex-table partner and lovely cheer captain! WE DID IT! After all your stress and tears and all that, we won! It was all worth it. All the things that we suffered together. Thank you for being such an awesome cheer cap. You and Natasha really must have needed to slog it out all the way. Thank you for being so patient with us even though sometimes, we were so annoying. Thank you for sacrificing your time to get the cheer steps done. Thank you for having to hassle around and stay up to edit the music and facing shit from people while you're at it. Thank you for being strong even though you did break down sometimes. And even then, you still said you were just tired. Thank you for comforting me when I broke down. In other words, thank you for being the most awesome cheer cap anyone could've asked for.

Natasha:

Blonde vice-cheer cap and lovely tanah merah-er! Haha. Heyho, all our hardships that we discuss on our way home, WE MADE IT THROUGH. Even though we changed for everyone, we did it, Nat! I know you've had to face a lot of crap from a lot of people but hey, WE MADE IT! It was worth all the trouble you had to go through. You're always so strong and you've never broken down in front of us even though I know it must be really hard for you and I totally admire you for that. Thanks for listening to me and whatever crap I talk. You've really been one heck of a great person. Gossiping on the bus and all. Haha, I don't think I'll ever forget going home with you latelatelatre because of our cheer practices and all and being blonde with Lee in my dad's car. It'll happen less now that cheer's over. But I'll never forget the spastic rides and you and I sitting at the back of the class. Love you(:

Jesslyn:

Heya dear. UK trip buddy and most importantly. ROSE HOUSE CAPTAIN!(: I know you've been really stressed being the house captain and all. You've broken down a few times but you still went all out anyway. You've been so busy being badminton vice-cap too but you've never failed to make time for cheer and for that, I really have to salute you. We went through all the tears together and now, we can rest knowing that Rose won both champion house and cheer. And you played such a big role in it. You had to do so many things but now, its over. And you can totally soak up the success of it all. Thank you for the sweets too. HAHA. Keep smiling like you do in class cause that's what keeps all of us going on; seeing each other smile. Your tears of happiness on Sports Day were really damn AWWW. But now, wipe away your tears and let's take on the new challenge together my sports rep. Your lameness owns.(:

Boon Hui:

Hello my gay cheerleading buddy! And also all-so-happy treasurer. Omg, I swear without you, cheer practices would be a notch less enjoyable. Thank you for forever putting a gay smile on my face with you spasticness and all and acting fierce and everything. I won't forget it. Your sprained neck interpretation and all. Anyway, I just wanted to say that you shouldn't have been sad of falling becaue the stupid mud was muddy and slippery and just stupid in other words. Cause everybody made mistakes. Anyway, you recovered so quickly, no one noticed. Thank you for always discussing the lamest things with me and making funny faces(Hotel 626). Your gayness is contagious and everyone totally loves how we all become gay together. Love you Boon GAY(:

Crystal:

YOU PEE-CEE. Haha, so busy all the time with Teacher's Day and all. And even though you can't make it for a lot of practices because you're so busy all the time, you amaze me at the rate you catch up. You are damn scandalous lah. Haha, remember what we learnt in the Breaking Boundaries thingy. Haha, you ahhhh. Steal my Natasha. Haha. But anyway, thank you for always trying to get things moving because sometimes it could get so distracting and all. But you made us focus and we wouldn't have made it through without you playing your part too. Crystal, my Physics rep, I LOVE YOU FOR BEING IN ROSE CHEER(:

For the awesome batch of sec 2s:

Denise:

Member of the Tanah Merah clan! Haha. I'm so sorry I didn't get you a nice balloon): Jesslyn did though. Yeah, well, anyways, Denise, thank you for being so smiley all the time. Well, except for during results period BUT we should focus on our EYEs now right? Besides, I hope that this win has totally cheered you up. I know you always listen in when me and Natasha talk and we all pretty much have a conversation together after that. Thank you for also listening to my crap talk and BUYING ME BUBBLE TEA(: Haha, you've really been a great junior and an even better friend. We may not be in the same house next year but I'll never forget the memories you gave me. You and your EHEM. Sorry I looked at you that time. Hurhur.

Celine:

MY FELLOW WINNER! Zomg, don't you just love it when we gang up on Boon Gay and Denise. Haha. We be awesome winners yo! Celine, thank you veryvery much for comforting me that day before Sports Day. Even though you didn't know why I was crying. Haha, but it helped. Anyway, I won't forget you forevr being late for cheer practice. Damn funny lah. Anyway, you damn cool lah. Can do cartwheel then, back bend! Propropro. Anyway, thanks for being damn high most of the time and saying the most random stuff on earth. LOVE YOU WINNER! Must continue to be my winner buddy ah. And I won't forget that you're not a loser anymore like I usually do. (:

Hui Ying:
Oh my lovely base partner! You've been a damn awesome person to work with. Seriously. You're damn dao and YES you may look scary sometimes but you are awesome all the way. And you know what, we are like way beyond cool because we make people FLY. Geddit? Haha. Anyway, I think of all the sec 2s I had to work with you the most during this cheerleading process and I have to say that you definitely made it so awesomely enjoyable(: Thank you for talking to me on the bus and making your way to me on the train even though it was so freaking crowded and the stop was only 2 stops away. I really appreciated it. Let's continue to make people fly man!

Krystal:

You and your ehem ah. AIYOOOOO. Can die one. Haha. Actually you provided me with a lot of laughs with you and your obsession. Aiyoo. Haha, anyway, you have really glassy eyes, either that or you wanted to cry that day after the last training and I don't know why. But anyway, you sacrificing your time has all paid off. Even though I know cheer takes up time, I'm happy that you took time out to go anyway. Because it takes everyone in the team to do it well. So thank you for turning up and all and providing me entertainment. HAHA. Must write me letters lah okay?

Elgenia:

HELLO ALGAE. The lovely plant. Totally dig your gayness. Along with Boon Gay. Next time, don't just call for Jesslyn, must call for me. Haha. Anyway, I'm sorry if I've been pissy or what but sometimes I can be pretty paranoid so forgive me. Anyway, you damn lucky, get Mr Chan as your teacher ah. HAHA. Thanks for forever attending the never ending cheer practise even though I know you have some medical problems that are unconfirmed right? I really hope you enjoyed cheer practises as much as I did? Will miss you. Haha, cheer will definitely not have been the same without you(:

Melody:

You damndamndamn talented person. Can do split, can do cartwheel, can be base. I don't know what other amazing things you can do but you totally rock my socks off with the things that you do! Haha. Thank you for putting your best into cheer(: Though you didn't come in the beginning too often, you eventually caught up and awesomely, we did it! Haha, you know because you could do so many things, Lingyi and Natasha kept being confused on where to place you in the formation. Lol. I know you wanna be a gymnast right? Wah, propro. Sure can make it one. As for now, thank you for just being the ever so awesome Melody and you can continue with your ego-ing lah huh? Haha. Thanks for making cheer an awesome experience for me!

Yi Xin:

Hello you prefect! I swear you're the most accident prone, okay actually most likely to have accidents occur around you, person I've ever known. Haha. But you always are so smiley all the time. Haha. I think if you didn't smile all the time, cheer would be a little less happy. But you also ah, quite busy with Teacher's Day stuff! Haha, but you never fail to catch up with the rest and still continued to be a pretty stable flyer. You were basically the main flyer for most of the stunts because you were so light. Aiyooo. Eat more. LOL. Anyway, thank you for always having a smile on your face and talking to me on the bus and stuff even if it can get pretty akward sometimes. I'll miss you and your stepping on my shoulder till it hurts when we tried the final stunt the first time. Haha. ROSE CHEER FLYER!:D

Hui Jie:

Hui Jie! I'm actually pretty sad because I didn't really get to know you that well. You always had CCA, or maybe it was because you were never that near to me in formation. I wished I'd gotten to know you better! Anyway, thanks for making my cheerleading experience such a memorable one. I know you're honoured you get to step on my back before righhhhttt?(: Haha. I hope you enjoyed cheer too because I'm pretty sure we were all trying to make it fun for each other. Must talk to me more in school okay?

The ever cool Sec 1s:

Shiri:

Firstly I have to thank you for providing me a source of entertainment on the net! A.k.a Hotel 626 and the house. Sadly however, even though we discussed it a million times over, we never got to play it together. But I swear, I wished you were there to watch our faces when we did. Haha. Anyway, you've been a really awesomely nice junior to have. Really. From offering game titles to chocolates, I'm really glad to have known you. I still think you remind me of Shao Min somehow. But anyway, LOVE YOU FOR BEING IN ROSE CHEER. Continue smiling and don't sprain that neck!

Nicolette:

BIMBO! I can tell you I got the shock of my life when I found out you were Michelle's sister. Haha. Omg, I'm gonna miss you during cheer being totally clueless that time during cheer, when you had to help us do the flying chicken. Haha, sorry we had subject you to such stunts. I mean, OMG, you had to hold BOON GAY!:O I know, hard right? Haha, anyway, thanks for being awesome, gossiping with me during the crab flower club and stuff. Haha. Btw, where are those photos? Anyway, I think you've been one of the most awesome sec 1s I've ever met. Continue your awesomeness okay? Love you!(:

Wei Qi:

Hey youuuuu! Haha, You ah. I'll never foeget you shaking when you're flying. I can actually physically feel you shaking even though I'm the base. Don't be so scared okay? Haha. Must trust the awesomest bases. Anyway, you've been a really sweet person throughtout the course of these few weeks. Sorry if I've been mean to you or blowup sometimes. I really don't mean to. I'll miss all the times when you asked around about the way you danced to get it right. Thank you for always oputting in your 110% even though cheer can be quite frustrating. YAY YOU!

I LOVE ROSE CHEER'09!

For You Who Found Me

2009-09-02T06:28:00.000+08:00

"You Found Me"

Is this a dream?

If it is

Please don't wake me from this high

I'd become comfortably numb

Until you opened up my eyes

To what it's like

When everything's right

I can't believe

You found me

When no one else was lookin'

How did you know just where I would be?

Yeah, you broke through

All of my confusion

The ups and the downs

And you still didn't leave

I guess that you saw what nobody could see

You found me

You found me

So, here we are

That's pretty far

When you think of where we've been

No going back

I'm fading out

All that has faded me within

You're by my side

Now everything's fine

Happy belated Tachers Day(:

Pressure.

2009-08-25T21:18:00.002+08:00

Tell me where our time went And if it was time well spent Just dont let me fall asleep Feeling empty again
Cause I fear I might break And I fear I cant take it Some night I'll lie awake Feeling empty

I can feel the pressure its getting closer nowWe're better off without you I can feel the pressure its getting closer now We're better off without you
Now that I'm losing hope And theres nothing else to show For all of the days that were spent carrying away from hope
Somethings I'll never know And I had to let them go I'm sitting all alone Feeling empty
I can feel the pressure its getting closer now We're better off without you Feel the pressure its getting closer now You're better off without me ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

And everytime it seems like it never ends,

I gotta find another way outta here.

Basically sums up how I'm feeling right now. Scream.

Stagnant

2009-08-18T18:52:00.000+08:00

My blog is like gonna breed mosquitos. Grrr. Nothing much to blog about lately other than cheer. Common test are ending tomorrow! And we can go focus on cheer again! BIOLOGY, here I come(wish me luck, I haven't studied.) Quote(Mrs Gay): Amen! May god bless you. You'll need a miracle.[Before 3P's common test] AHHH!

The Past.

2009-08-15T20:23:00.002+08:00

My uncles, aunts, grandparents and great-grandparent(all the way at the top). FREAKING COOL. I know.

Waiting

2009-08-13T20:59:00.000+08:00

I WANT NDP PICTURES. I've been wanting to blog for days now. Yet, it doesn't happen because the pictures haven't been uploaded. Anyway, today we had Math test. Kill question 2, I swear. And we have more upcoming test, starting with Chem tomorrow. Oh the pain of it all. Saturday, cheerleading Audi! And probably going out! Yes? Haha. This week just so awesomely pleasant, don't you agree? Oh, but this morning was pretty nice(:

P.S YOU can just shut the hell up. When you mean it, then come back.

Now Or Never.

2009-08-08T19:17:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow's the last time we'll be performing at the platform. Now or never people.
HAPPY NATIONAL DAY in advance(:

CHARLIE.

2009-08-08T12:33:00.001+08:00

I love Charlie.

2009-08-07T20:18:00.002+08:00

NDP was awesome! Seriously. Love you NCC Contingent.

Mass singing was basically chaos come true man!

Haha. GI JOE WAS COOOOOL. But okay lah.

SUNDAY!!!D:

2009-08-06T20:04:00.000+08:00

I'm tired. Tomorrow's NDP. Will be different without the indoor segment. But, hope to enjoy it nevertheless. Gosh, 3 more days.

2009-08-04T22:08:00.001+08:00

Look at Stanley, Kak Yaty and Gerry's face. HAHA.

Ecstasy.

2009-08-02T18:09:00.015+08:00

We're in the booklet! Haha. Anyway, this is going to be a post filled with PICTURES! Firstly,

MORE EXPRESS YOURSELF DAY PICTURES!

Bye Mr Tan. Hello Mr Lee.

With Ms Yang! Awesome wall once again(:

Mdm Faridah!

Very small section of FALCON(:[I can't get the photo to be in the centre):]

CHARLIE 09!(: Love them to bits.

Mar and Leader Shao Min. She's intimidating okay?!

Mar and Denise the ultimate blonde. HAHA.

LENA!(:

Love these people. Moving on to SATURDAY!

Omgah, Saturday was awesomepossum. Blah. I wrote a damn long post already and then, the stupid computer..GAH!Okay, shall rewrite. Woke up at 5.30. Zomg, wanted to dieeee. So damn tired. Saw marshalls at Tanah Merah station. :O Then, met up with Lee. We talked about how late she was and how Sharianty was going to kill her. HAHA. Nat was of course late. Haha. When she finally came, it was already 6.40! Haha. So got onto Denise's car. The journey there was damn funny!

Lee to Nat: Why? To prove the prescence off your brain?

HAHAHA

Lee: G-A-R-D-E...

Nat: Oh you know I never knew they were spelling something out. I always wondered what it stood for. But I know now okayyyy.

Lee:Haha, I bet you didn't know what G-L-A-M-.. meant.

Nat: Huh? What's that?

Me and Lee: HAHAHA. Glamourous!

Nat: Oh I knew that! I'm gonna make a song about calculators okay. C-A-C..

Me and Lee: HAHAHAHAHAHA

Omg, so blonde. I swear. Reached school. And started cheer prac after meeting with the rest. Super tiring though. Soon, Mr Can and Mr Chue gathered us. ROSE WAS FIRST TO GO. But okay lah. I think not bad. So after that, practised some more. BOON GAY WAS EXTRA GAY LAH. She was trying to find out if it was possible to shake your butt with a sprained neck. Hilarious! Haha. So after that, went to Macs with Garde cheer because Rose cheer didnt wanna eat yet.

Celine kept calling me a stalker! BOO. GARDEN. Aiyoooo. Lee was scaring the sec 1s. And our table was so noisy that people kept giving us like glares. Quite scary lah. Haha. Rose cheer eventually came and I went to catch up with them. And got a nice new joke from Celine! Haha. After a long noisy brunch, went back to school and did lotsa silly stuff. We were beyond bored. We even danced our NDP dance in the middle of the courtyard and raced even though we were gonna die of tiredness. We were THAT bored.

Eventually though, people started to come. So we changed. Ms Wee came early! Haha. Oh and the sec 3s had to dance our NDP dance for this RGPS thing. Damn embarrassing. Haha. Then, we were off. The ride was low cause we were so tireddd. Eventually reached the place and routine make up and hair. Was quite shocked to see Jade and her friend Amanda because the security was so tight.

Make up:

Anyway, everybody's hair was really pretty and stuff. Really. Ms Wee said something DAMN funny about someone. Haha. And she is cool yaknow. She has the SorrySorry song on her mp4. HAHA. So then, we camwhored beyond the point of camwhoring. Seriously. LOOK:

Ms Thang!

Take 1!( Unglam)

Take 2!(Ms Thang haven't smiled yet.)

Take 3! (WOOHOO!)

With ANDREW and EDEN!

People kept invading this shot so Gerry had to close in. HAHA. Awesome. Shannon and Xian Tong.

Mdm faridah being Mdm Faridah. HAHA.

Shots of cool people! Namely, ADILAH, AQILAH, GERRY, SARAH, SHARIANTY and me!:D

We love our marshalls! Junwei and Khairil!

Ms Wee!

Jade!

Ugly photo!

Ms Thang again! HAHA.

All the lovely people!(:

The food was awesome believe it or not. Cause I finished everything. Haha. Adilah was rushing me because she wanted to go take pictures with the band. Even though we already went there, she wanted to take them in No 1. So off we went. But while the band was busy preparing their uniforms we took pictures with other guys in uniform. Freaking cool I swear.

SHU MIN, Jealous or not?

And finally, the band (Horn Section only):

This woman is damn cool. She went through army!:D

Adilah was so freaking out over scores and Facebook matters. It was quite funny and VERY mad. Hahah. Then, after everything, the show started.

Chapter 1 was as usual funny with the drummers:

Drummer 1: Eh, this girl ah, always come out ya know?

Drummer 2: Wahhh, hafal nampak.

Chapter 2 was funny! Haha. I never get tired of their jokes man. Then, chaos. And then, talking to marshall time again! Meet Junwei.

He's kinda like an older brother. He not bad yaknow? NUS LAW. Propro.

Me: Wait, so you're going to be a lawyer!?

JW: Yup. If you have any divorce cases come to me. I'll give you all the money and the property and leave the children with your husband.

So backstage, we had nothing to do. So what to do? TAKE MORE PICTURES.

Super funny! Haha, then, Chapter 4 and 5 was okay. A bit of drama before that about Sharianty and her batik. Alamak. So troublesome. Haha. Then, Chapter 7 was as usual, sweet.

Chapter 10 was also awesome. Electrico! The lead singer had a red and white guitar. Haha. After that, we saw the 'Cedarian' in the grid square and we were really trying to figure out who it was. Zomg lah. And then, the screen had the 'send-your-message' thing. And all the Cedarians were sms-ing madly but only a few were published): Boo. Oh and look at this:

Pretty. We were as usual the last school to reach back cause we helped to clear up the houses. Some dramamama stuff happened. Gosh. Tak boleh angkat lah. Haha. My attempt at Malay. Anywayyy,on the way back also got fun stuff happened. We were waving at Gurkhas. And they actually waved back and said 'HAIIII' Hahah. It was really funny. And also:

Presicion Drill Guy: *Drops helmet and can't pick up cause he's holding 2 rifles* Shit.

Me: *Picks up*

PDG: Can you put it on my head?

Me: Okay. HAHAHA.

I know its not that funny now. But you should have been there. DAMN FUNNY. And then, there was an army sir who asked us to stop running and wouldn't let us through unless we walked. Haha, but he was a damn nice man(:

The ride back was also damn funny. I think Sharianty will agree(: HAHA. Damn funny.

Yeah, overall the day was :D Too bad Ariel and Gloria weren't there): 1 more week!
My cat? Haha. Random.

Sorry, Sorry.

2009-07-31T22:10:00.002+08:00

Whoever made me obsessed with this song, should DIE. Omg. Its so catchy DAMMIT. AHHHH!

Express Yourself Day!

2009-07-31T21:46:00.004+08:00

Today was awesomeeee! Look at me:D Haha. So ego.

Camwhore until cannot camwhore lah. Seriously. A lot of awesome moments. Sadly, the teachers didn't follow their theme): Anyway, am currently in love with Mama Do by Pixie Lott since Azilah sang it today. Was awesommeee.

My neck hurts from cheerleading! Sleeeepppyyyy. Tomorrow must reach school at 7! OMG. DIEDIEDIE. Better sleep!

Love.

2009-07-30T21:50:00.002+08:00

Love you people.

Look at this guy. Look how cool he is. Yes, BEYOND COOL. I have specs like his! Haha, kinda. Elecrico!:D

The Train Song.

2009-07-29T22:17:00.002+08:00

Sad, sad so we are together.
Sad, sad so we are together.
Now if you'll please be satisfied with me
8:30 on the tick-tock counter.
Black suit in the morning rush hour
So what, so what he says to her,
You never believed in us,
Never believed in us.
Lovers will be like this,
Lovers will be the same always.
And every time you're underestimating me,
Hold on, hold on.

Sad, sad so we are together.
Sad, sad so we are together.
And if you'll please be satisfied with me.
You know you know you know
Its never enough
So what's your story waiting for?
So what, so what he says to her.
Do you have the strength to be with me?
Moments could be like this,
Moments could be the same always.
And every time you're underestimating me,
Hold on, hold on.
It always should be like this,
It always should be like this to me

I LIKE THIS SONG.:D

Pure Hurt and Pain.

2009-07-26T21:01:00.008+08:00

CAUTION: LONG POST AHEAD.

Random shot of the class during EYD. Look at that small amount of people wearing their traditional costumes): Butbutbut, on the brightside, look at the back wall of our class. That's how pretty our class deco is. I miss you quite terribly.

Pictures of NDP Rehearsal:

Yes, I am THAT hideous. God, but because of the beautiful sky and Gloria's skillsss, I posted it up anyway. So be thankful. Oh the crap that Charlie does. HAHA.

SYF Dance Presentation:

Picked Gloria up from school. Then, went to her house. Was writhing in pain there. What a sight. Gloria FORCED make up on me and she made me condition my hair. Honestly.So we went on down to NUS. And met A LOT of teachers. Quite freaked out honestly. Haha. Met up with Sharianty, Lee, Leena and Celine! And watched the show.

I LIKE THIS PHOTO!:D

NDP Sec 3 gang. Haha.

MARDIANA!(:

Catholic High, Bedok South and Cedar were awesommeeee! Haha. Met Suhaimi there. He came late and didn't watch his school anyway-.-

Ami: Your school not bad ahh.

Me: Of course lah, got my friends inside what?

Ami: Please ah. If you tell me, you're dancing, then, I'll be surprised.

Me: Eh, I can dance okayyyy?*Does spas movements* SEE

Ami: *Laughs* FAR FROM IT.(THANKS AH)

Haha, damn funny! Took photos with the other dancers. And then zoomed off home, still in pain. Sent Naqiyah and Denise too. And Naqiyah was talking about her lovely Liverpool playing today. LOL. Zzz. And before I knew it, it was Saturday!

NDP!:

BOON GAY MADE ME COME FREAKING EARLY. Stupid girl. I hate to wait for damn long after that lah. Gosh, STOOPID. So boring some more. Aqilah and Adilah had cheer! And Suchitra was left with me. We did something damn stupid. We went to the third floor of the Science block. She was screaming at I dunno what also lah. Then, suddenly, we passed one room, the fans were switched on but not the lights and Suchitra freaked out. Zzz. Mr Goh was there though(: Haha, in the end, met up with Gloria pretty late. Fast forward to when the teachers finally came. And when JW came, something DAMN FUNNY happened. Stanley knows. HAHAHA. Ariel and Sharianty were late. Tsktsk. Especially Sharianty. Aiyoooo. Haha. Boarded the bus with the sec 2s cause our bus was beyond full. And in a matter of minutes, we were there! Props, then, we were whisked away for hair and make-up. OMGAH, my hair was pulled until cannot be pulled anymore. PAIN. Then, MAKE UP BY JANET! YAYNESS. We found her again. ARIEL and the CAMERAMAN were taking pictures of me and my most vulnerable moment! Nury said I looked like a bomoh. And Cass said I looked weird. LOVE the encouragement. Seriously.

JANET!:D:D:D

So then, we basically were with Shu Min and Cassandra. Super drama about the tickets. HAHAHA. Seriously. And I made a new friend.

Meet the twins. That's Jade. She's from NDP choir 08. Haha, we were basically talking about NDP last year and all the memories and all. She sneaked in. Tsktsk. Anyway, we ate PIZZA HUT!:D YAY! Omg. I was so happy. Haha. Imagine a gay red person eating Pizza Hut and you'll be able to imagine how I was. Hahaha. So we were about to go off when TAA DAA

Ms Yaty appeared. Omg, she was like some super star. We took pictures with her like some toot. Haha. Damn hilarious. The journey there was funny. Me and Adilah, Aqilah and Sharianty, we were all talking Malay. HAHA. Go read Aqilah's blog. Then, we were like covering Jade but also discussing some stuff that weren't fair and were annoying. Damn. So basically the show started! OMG, the drummers were being VERY FUNNY again! Haha. They were immitating our hand actions.

Drummer: Eh turn around. Oh wait I forgot you can't turn around. HAHAH

Person on screen: I miss (some food) and particularly (some food).

Drummer: Eh, why everytime ah, Singaporean must miss food one.

Super funny man! Haha, then. When we got ready for Chapter 4, we saw army tanks!

Yeah! Haha. Saw the National Flay pass by. It was awesome. Seriously. Then, me and Sharianty screwed up chapter 4. HAHA. Funnyyyy. Chapter 5 was okayyy. Then, Chapter 7 was awesome. GAYLE NERVA damn pretty! Seriously. Our balloons didn't fly though. But its okay. Then, I will survive came on again. Sharianty better learn the lyrics by next week. HAHA. Then, last Chapter. ELECTRICO WAS BEING ALL COOL. Gah, melts. Haha. SUHAIMI YUSOFF WAVED AT ME. Damn proooo! Haha! Fireworks were breathtaking:

As usual. Then, blahblahblah. Got to see the performance on the eye. Didn't see us though): Aqilah and me were fighting over Tampines and Northland. Haha. Regardless, yesterday's crowd was DEAD): But its okay! I hope they had fun! ANNOYING THINGS HAPPENED ON OUR WAY BACK. Aqilah knows. Crescent was being super funny. Haha. Love them, seriously! Then, had a really awkward on molesting. HAHAA. Then, me and Sharianty started to go whack. Haha. We were having convos in songs!:O Spastic I knowwww. But VERYVERY funny. Spotted Shu Min and Cassandra along the way:D Went back. Didn't get the food): Then,went back and look what we did!

The L's mine. HAHA. Mrs Franklin said she enjoyed the show(: Liyana was there too! YAY!

GOODBYE!

Thank you Adri, Adli, Hanan, Mardiana, Staff Fatimah, Staff Diana, Sgt Major Nasuha, Sgt Zura, Sgt Yvonne, Hannah, LIYANA and everyone else who I knew who watched it. Glad you enjoyed yourselves!

Hope Ariel's okay now though. Wow, you have bad cramps. Don't emo ah.

I MISS YOU. I MISS YOU.I MISS YOU.I MISS YOU.I MISS YOU.I MISS YOU.I MISS YOU.I MISS YOU.I MISS YOU.I MISS YOU.I MISS YOU.I MISS YOU.I MISS YOU.I MISS YOU.I MISS YOU.I MISS YOU.I MISS YOU.I MISS YOU.I MISS YOU.I MISS YOU. Come back please. Your absence is really taking its toll on me.

And I'm sorry but that's just unfair. I like you but seriously? Like Gerry said. Inferior. I guess what they say is true. How could you just come and ruin it all?

Cry.

2009-07-26T19:17:00.001+08:00

From Ariel's blog. Watch it and cry.

Urgh.

2009-07-26T16:50:00.000+08:00

BLOGGER! Why are you being sucky?

We Be Famous!

2009-07-24T13:45:00.001+08:00

Currently the display picture for NDP choir in the NDPeeps set. Cool or what?

Anyway, I'm currently in a LOTTTTTT of pain. I really wanna go tomorrow, and today for the concert too. But I dunno if can tahan. ARGH! Help!

For What It's Worth

2009-07-22T21:30:00.003+08:00

Love his voice. LISTEN NOWWWW! Currently my favourite song(: Then, again I change it like every three days. Haha. But go listen. He sounds like Teddy Geiger.

For What Its Worth

I miss you terribly

The distance can't control me

I promise we will pull through

I'm constantly thinking of you

Oh hold your head up girl

And wear a smile for me

It still seems far away

But someday you will see

You know I'm worth waiting for

We've been through so much more

After all

So wipe away those tears

Oh we can conquer our fears

And never fall

I'm a thousand miles away

But please just hang in there

Some day things will be fine

We'll make up for lost time

Oh close your eyes now girl

Imagine me right there

I'm sitting right beside you

Oh the memories we share

But they say good things don't last forever

And maybe I'm just scared of love.

Pictures!

2009-07-22T18:47:00.004+08:00

YAY! See Aqilah transformed me into a minah tak menjadi. HAHA. And I STILL can't find a single photo of us together. AHHH! Sooooo annoyinngggg):

RHD! I was sad that less than half our class wore their tradisional costume. But camwhored ANYWAY. HAHA. Go Clara('s camera!)(:

Local Talent(:

2009-07-21T21:12:00.002+08:00

Check this guy out. He's Singaporean:D Simply awesome.

And another one too. Cover!

Different.

2009-07-19T10:44:00.008+08:00

Yesterday was, well to put it in one simple word, different. Started off the day with Gloria. Met up at PP Macs. Gloria got pissed at the guy at PP MRT. Damn hilarious. So we went to PP Macs and ate Big Breakfast. Okay. So I ate Big Breakfast. Gloria ate Hotcakes which she didn't finish. Wastedddd. I didn't know how to eat the thing properly so I kinda just ate it. Haha, went to school at 11. And saw Adilah, Aqilah and Suchitra's name. They came to school at 10! NO LIFE. AHAHHA. Yeah, we doing all kinds of silly things like ATTEMPTING cartwheels. And failing really badly. Reallyreally badly. Haha. Then, when we went to 7-11, I was staring at the 'Celebrate the nation's birthday together' thing cause you know we were going to NDP and all. Then, we went in for the air-con and guess what song was playing? WHAT DO YOU SEE? Haha, and we stayed in just to listen to it(: Geeks. Gloria spent me on bubble tea! Teached the new steps. Then changed. And HAIR. AQILAH TORTURED ME LIKE KJFHEJFHEUFJBFNEJ. Higher, higher! How high you want? Mount Everest ah? Haiyoooo. Ms Lim briefed us before we went off.

Ariel was freaking out over Ms Lim's son playing a cello. Haha. Then, we went up the bus.

Reached there really quickly. Then, went to the F1 pit! And got our make up done straightaway:

That's Janet. The one on the left. WE COULDN'T FIND HER! Booooo): So we just went to other make up artist.

Make-up artist beside the one that did mine: Do I look like an uncle to you?

Me: HAHA. NO.

Him: Then why she call me uncle?She must me an old aunty.

Me: HHAHAHA

Make up artist: WALAO.

WOOHOO. Haha, then, basically we did a lot of silly stuff. Ariel found her sister. Example of stupid stuff:

But saw lots of cool stuff too:

FLAG PARTY!(:

There was Old Chang Kee everywhere:D

And as usual, Shu Min and Cassandra came down:D

CAMWHORE!

Then, we ate DINNER!(: At 4.30pm.
Hah,omg. We were discussing ghost stories and stuff. And then, Gloria went to PULL OUT MY WHITE HAIR): Damn saddddd. Haha, Ms Lim went to comfort me and tell me I was normal to have white hair. Hilarious lah. HAHAHA. Too stressed already. Then we went offffff:

Met cool people:

Then, voila. The show started: During the welcome, the drummers in front of us were being damn funny.

Drummer: Eh must smile later camera past!

(Camera pasts)

Drummer: Ah, see I told you!

Person on screen: I miss my char kwey tiao.

Drummer: I miss my kuih lapis!

Us: LAUGHS LIKE HELL.

Yeah, then, highlight of the day. Coversation with marshall.(You know that when this is the highlight of your day, something is obviously wrong.)

A: I have a joke to tell you.

JW: *Ready to listen*

A: Who are the parents of Transformers?

JW: *Tries to figure it out*

S: Just give up lah.

JW: Okay. Okay. What?

A: TRANSPARENT. HAHAHAHAHA.

JW:-.- Is that even a joke?(RUDE AH)

*
JW: Get an ACSI boyfriend quick. They're damn rich.

A: So if my mother ask why I have boyfriend, I say my marshall say one.

Everyone else:-.-

(Talking bout sensitive relationshipstuff and Ariel tries to change the subject.)

Ar: Okay let's talk about bananas.

Ad: Omg, I love bananas.

A: Did you know that bananas last you for 3 hours?

JW:OMG, I can't believed that actually worked out lah!

YAAA. HAHAHA. DAMN FUNNY. Performance was fun.

Oh yaaaa, Jesslyn was sms-ing me about how she spotted us. YAY! Anyway, practised Chap 10 again-.- And went off. Btw, every photographer that passed us, took a pic of us. AHHA.
I LIKE THIS PHOTO:D Thank you Farhain. Then went backbackback.

So basically we went back. And I took millions(okay four) of peanut cream bread. LOL.

So yesterday was sucky. I mean don't get me wrong. I love NDP and all but only because of a few factors a.k.a:

1) Awesome company.

2) Awesome marshall.

3) Nice conversation-y make up artist!

4) Andrew!

5) And the other participants in NDP. Drummers. HAHA.

6) The fireworks.

7) KAK YATY! And Ms Lim.

8) All the free stuff. HAHA.

But there are just some things that totally irk me off:

1) STUPID URGH. Youuu. Sharianty knows lah. Ariel also.

2) EEEEEE. Like poles repel.

3) Jealousy, turning saints into the sea

4)People shouting at us.
5)Fanclubs.

6) Annoying voice. Singing. Whatever.

7)Not finding Janet

8)Are you healthy?

9)Just plain annoying extra-ness.

Things are changing but we have 3 weeks left. So I'll make the best of it. Will you?

More pics in next post or maybe I'll edit this one. Anyway, some random pics:

2009-07-17T22:15:00.000+08:00

How can you not like this guy?

2009-07-17T20:12:00.002+08:00

Today started off sucky. But turned out awesomeee. Couldn't sleep yesterday so I was like dying in class. Sitting behind is hell. I swear. Can't concentrate on anything. Plus, I think I need specs): Anyway, we watched cool videos during chem! Then rushed off to HARRY POTTER:D:D:D:D

Basically I have to say that the movie is AWESOME! Omgah. Seriously! GO WATCH IT. NOWNOWNOW. Some people in the cinema were damn lag. So when people stop laughing, then they laugh. Then, everyone laugh again. HAHA. And there was this part where this guy said 'Crazy!' in the middle of the show. DAMN HILARIOUS. Zomgah! HAHA. LOVELOVELOVE the movie!

Anyway, went to GOC after that. I realise that we didn't take any photos): But nevermind. Then, we basically headed on home after that. Me and Shu Min were relieving memories of NDP 08. Haha. Good times.

Tomorrow, there's NDP! Boon Hui, Matilda, Beaunice, Crystal and Jesslyn going. YAY! I finally have a purpose in performing. Other than the I LOVE SINGAPORE, THIS IS FOR YOU thing. Eggcited! Okay woohoo.

2009-07-16T22:46:00.000+08:00

What happens when you try to sing Shannon a birthday song: Yes, you will look as unglam as this. I don't know wth I was doing. Seriously. HAHA.

2009-07-15T21:26:00.005+08:00

Yes, this picture IS one year old. Blame Darshana. But be warned. She'll probably reason that she was the reason this picture happened in the first place. (1st Sgt okayyy?:D:D)

Anyway, we went to Shandeep's place today. Pebble Bay baby! Haha, but we went all the way to Serangoon from school and then to Kallang-.- Before that, I ate like some frekaing pig. I ate like A LOT OF FOOD. Haha, anyways, we camwhored a hell lot there. But I shall show you a section of it. The rest on Rachel's facebook!

Everyone was attacking Shu Min!

Meditating. AHAHAH.

Wacky pose.

This was supposed to be a drama poster. LOOK AT CASSANDRA AND SHU MIN. HAHA. And Charlene looks quite constipated. LOL.

We were really intently playing TapTap Revenge. Hahaha.

YAY! And I'm watching Harry Potter on Friday! WOOHOO:D

2009-07-13T18:43:00.016+08:00

This is basically how wet we were, but you can't really see that its raining. But it is. The point is, we were just reallyreally wet:

And of course let's end this post off with another song. A last song to end this post and to end the matter altogether:

J-tusk

I guess you don't know,

the pain you've put in my heart.

I try to believe it's something else.

Blind my eyes with objects

I know I don't care about.

Pretend I don't hear you,

pretend I don't see, but I do.

(Chorus)

Maybe it's the way I take things,

I read way too deep.

possibly the way you speak,

sometimes you don't think.

but I thought I'd let you know,

sometimes it hurts,

sometimes inside I bleed.

I just thought you should know.

Played my part for so long,

thought you'd let me in.

Could I have chosen the wrong path,

maybe it was my fault to begin,

to believe that I thought I knew you.

That I thought you cared.

(Chorus)

At night I cry, at night I weep,

wanting to know you more.

We are so close, yet I can't see,

what it is that I ignore.
I will find peace of mind,

when I learn what it is, you hide.

(Chorus)

I just thought you should know,

oh, I just thought you should know...

2009-07-12T12:54:00.005+08:00

Yesterday was probably one of the best and one of the worst rehearsals I've been to. But for sure, one of the most memorable ones. Started off the day in school. Sharianty as usual was late -.- Haha. Ya. Me, Farhain and Aqilah agreed that Ariel looked thinner. Okay, random. So after a little briefing from Ms Lim, we boarded the bus! So when we reached there, it was the usual sitting in cramp spaces routine. Then, we took our bottles and immediately moved to the platform. So we practised the Chapter 7. It was okay, I guess. Just a little hot. But we got off soon enough. Then, practised welcome. Suddenly, we heard the guy shouting. Damn shocking! I was like WTF! So embarrassing for the two guys okay. Like urgh. They totally changed the dance. I liked the older one): Yeah, so basically we just had to look at Andrew the whole way. Then, rehearsad some more. And went backstage after that. WE SANG A BIRTHDAY SONG FOR SHANNON!(: HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAN! Then, some drama transparent stuff happened. Tsktsk. Then, a bit of feeling bad. SORRY! Hope

Shannon's okay too.

CAMWHORING(Credits to Sharianty!):

IGNORE MIDDLE SHOT!

ALL PICS ABOVE ARE UNGLAM!

Ate lunch after that, which I have to say, wasn't that bad. Actually it was the first SPI lunch that I really enjoyed. Haha. Some major 1 hr drama happened that I personally got quite pissed about. I'm sure Adilah agrees. Then, we moved back to the F1 pit. And changed to our costumes! Sharianty was being a pig with her endless Old Chang Kee. Haiyoo. I kept searching for Shu Min and Cassandra. And in the end, they FOUND ME! Yay!

So we walked around. Took some pictures and then, sent them off): And then, the horror came. MAKE UP TIME. Omgggg, the makeup artist, Janet, kept laughing at me shoo-ing Aqilah and Sharianty away. But me and Ariel have officially made her our official make up artist(: YAY! But we were being paranoid about how we looked cause I don't usually wear make up. Then, ate pizza hut. So unglam right. -.- Yeah, so went off to the platform. Our journey there was damn funny like fnjerjfkn. Talking about random stuff with our marshall, Junwei. Eden and Andrew were there too. BEST FRIEND BEST FRIEND. Hahaha. Eye openers, TEACHERS OF CEDAR. HAHAHA. Anyway, after that we started the show.

Nervous as usual. Then, the welcome was SPASTIC. Omg, we stared at Andrew! And we were doing lots of spastic movements. But I guess it looks nice? The P5s were deafening. They were so enthu! No joke. Then, after that blahblahblah. TDD!:D Then, we walked out. Had an awfully awesome conversation with our marshall. Haha

CD Guys: Wah, Cedar Girl's. Good job ah, Cedar Girls.

Us: Huh?

Marshall: *STARES the what-the-hell-you-trying-to-do-keep-away stare*

Marshall: Guys make faster descisions than girls.

Us: *Argue, argue.*

Marshall: But it's true..*talks about guy's and girl's strengths and weaknesses*

Us: *Try to prove how girls are awesome-r*

Marshall: *Talks about how he is right*

Sharianty: You're fighting against Cedar Girl's. HAHA.

Marshall:*Rolls eyes*

Marshall: Secondary school no need to study one. Just last minute chiong.

Us: *Argues that sec school must study like shit*

Marshall: really, can last minute study.

Ariel: Maybe then, we'll all go to AJC.

Ouch! Damn hilarious. Then, continued, and it was starting to drizzle already. GAYLE NERVA WAS THERE. She's damn pretty! So, FINALE! And guess what? Downpor in the middle of the Electrico song! We took our pledge and sang the anthem in the rain. And we partied in the rain and everything! Omg. Damn fun! We were screaming and hugging and splashing water at each other. It was really one heck of a celebration and we were like clapping each other's hands even though we didn't know each other. The drummers were making a line and partying around the stage and clapping everyone's hands. HAHA. Damn fun! It was like a muscial. Singing in the rain man! Then, soon we had to go off.

Backstage, Cedar was cheering. Then, we had collaboration with East View also. Best. Then, we found out that we had to quiten down because the chief person was angry. Oops. so we just sang. And blahblahblah, emoemo. Then, we FINALLY went back. Sharianty and me had a thoughtful conversation on the way back. And I guess that's it.

So, before I end this post. I would like to apologize to everyone yesterday namely all the people who ask me if I was okay. Sorry for being so emo and being such a bugger to the highness and killing all the enthuness in the air. SORRY! Thank you Ariel and Sharianty for the advice and the rest for checking on me(:

And you know what. I still don't get it. Why do you hate me? Am I just too paranoid?Can't be so coincidental right? Walking off when we're just having fun, ignoring whatever I say even if I'm between two people who you're talking to, cutting me off in midsentence. What? Am I THAT annoying? Or am I just too ugly? Or too minor or too un-good for you or something? Why do I repel people? I don't get it. And of all people, it had to be YOU that I repel. Urgh. Just tell me why?

I shall end off with a few song lyrics!

Bitter heart, bitter heart, tries to keep it all inside.

Bitter heart, bitter heart shadows will help you try to hide,
Bitter heart, my bitter heart is gettin' just a little fragile,
Bitter heart, bitter heart of mine

2009-07-09T21:12:00.003+08:00

Today was an interesting day. Started off with another heartbreaker. Biology. Then, double Maths! Recess was kinda amusing. SHU MIN! And MT. Darn compo. I have to recopy because I can't print. Urgh, whatever lah. Shall do that tomorrow or Sunday or something. Anyways, after school, changed and went for a little bit of the storecheck. Actually, I didn't do much cause I had to go off really early for NDP! So while walking out, saw 2 army guys and 2 other guys in no. 3. then, I saw Kak Yaty. So I asked her what they were doing? Apparently, they're the NDPeeps people. Cool. So went to the CC hall with Kak Yaty. Apparently, someone was really early. Helped the PSLs to put away the badminton nets. Once the people rushed in, the PSLs had to do quite a lot of stuff like take attendance etc. After giving out stuff(NDP SHIRT!!!), we started!

Didn't start off so well. We were really slow and people weren't in the best of moods. And the atmosphere was really pissy and tense and all. Ya, but started to get better when we practised the Heartland song thing. Me, Adilah and Shannon were singing the nice song and going spas. As usual. Haha. We got it right which was good. YAY CEDAR. Then, after going through the thing, we learnt the new steps for stuff. MY BOY LOLLIPOP IS SPASTIC. Seriously. Then, we learnt the other steps. Which were okay I guess.

Eden: You know why we're doing this step?

Us: *Obviously didn't*

Eden: Because Andrew couldn't come up with any nicer steps. Haha.

And there were akward goodbyes. All I have to say is NICE face. HAAHAHA. Propro. Don't worry. I also confused man. Then, we learnt the first part.

Eden: I know the creative director is a really old man but he wants the welcome to be really hip so he couldn't say 'Deep in my..' He had to make it 'Deep,deep,deep,deep in my...'

Damn funny. Then, Farhain came. And she was really lost. So I tried to guide her. Would have worked awesomely if I wasn't so confused about all the steps. POWER RANGERS! Then, Andrew came too!:D:D:D And so, we practised fast forward. SO EMBARRASSING. I was damn confident doing my Madonna thing, then Evangeline was telling me that I was wrong. And I was like shoot! And did some spastic action. And ANDREW SMILED AT ME!:D YAY! He didn't get all mad. But damn, that action is super confusing. Then, they left cause it was over. Then, the NDPeeps people talked to us and that's when I realised Farhain still had her hat. After that some drama run, help Ms Yaty clear up. And back to store check!

STORE CHECK WAS FUN AND TIRING! Searching for spacers with Vivian. Damn spastic. In the end, we gave up and hadto clear it all up. Superduper (x23947380572469071234847289472) tiring! But, in the end, after we went through all the pain, Ms Poon gave us the nice chocolate thing! DAMN NICE MAN! After that, the prata gang, consisting of Vivian, Min, Mirna and me went to eat...PRATA!:D Yay, something spas happened. Vivian was shaking like some toot cause laugh too much lah. Damn spastic can. Aiyoo. Sh almost choked! Tsktsk. Anyway, parents fetched me after that. YAY!

MATHS IS CONFUSING. Hate you. Parvathy help!

To you: Hey. Happiness is contagious so smile out your way through a bad day. The best way to go through something is just to have fun in whatever you're doing. So just take a deep breath and go through it. When you're happy, we'll be happy. Okay? So cheer up! Don't me so moody cause trust me, it affects everyone. So let all your worries go and just take it easy. Hope it helps!

2009-07-08T19:03:00.001+08:00

I somehow oddly miss NDP '08):

2009-07-08T18:38:00.004+08:00

RECCE POST!

As usual I met up with Shu Min, who was late again. Tsktsk. Then, we left for Bukit Panjang LRT. Shu Min told me riding LRT was like riding roller coasters. So I was so excited. Then, in the end, got disappointed. Lol. Then, went to find the bus stop. Ended up meeting with Matilda and Deborah and we wanted to take the taxi but not one stopped for us. Everytime we went to the other side, the taxi would come on the side we just came from-.- So in the end, met up with Sam Lai, Geraldine and Alex and rode the bus! And luckily, I got the right bus stop! YAY. But we started walking to I dunno where and found out we had to walk back to the bus stop-.- And the walk to the centre was like just a few minutes away.

So RECCE.

Then, Ms Poon and Mr Chue brought us to the open field and woah, the view was :O :

Yeah, we were going on top of that. The cliffy thing. And we were totally caught off guard. So as you can see from our dressing, we were NOT prepared:

We went to a clearing and saw our task ahead.

It was THAT steep. Our life was on a bunch of ropes. I think all of us panicked inside. It was really damn scary. Ms Poon told us that this was like 1/10th of the real rock climbing. Freaky mannn. Especially this part where there were no rocks. Just flat land vertically upwards. Bloodyy. But DAMN COOL AND FUN! Supersuper awesome. The view was also soooo worth it. It was beautiful up there. The scenery was breathtaking. Felt like we were in Malaysia or something. Look! :

COOL RIGHT! Ya, the descent was freakkkyyyyyy. Went to KFC after that and had spastic moments again. Haha. Yeah. I LOVE OAIs! It was soooo cool. Ahhh! *Dies from coolness of the recce trip*

Ok, Cikgu Zetty is gonna torture me now. So help me. C6 for mother tongue. Aliah, you the man. Sigh.

2009-07-07T20:04:00.004+08:00

I WANT THE RECCE PHOTOS! Will post more about recce once I get the photos. Which should be soon, I hope.

Anyway, I know I'm slow, but I just found out about ZEE AVI! Omgah, she's so awesome. Her voice is super duper(x1000000) nice:D

Bitter Heart

Sun rays come down as seen when they hit the ground,

Children spinning around till they fall down down down.

I wait for you: it's been two hours now,

You're still somewhere in town,

Your dinners getting cold.

I rest my case you are always this late,

And you know how much I hate waiting around 'round 'round,

Bitter heart, bitter heart tries to keep it all inside,

Bitter heart, bitter heart shadows will help you try to hide,

Bitter heart, my bitter heart is gettin' just a little fragile,

Bitter heart, bitter heart of mine.

And then you come and tell me the same reason as you did yesterday,

So tell me whats her name.

Doo doo da dum, doo doo da dum, doo doo doo doo doo doo da da dum dum, da da da da dum, da da da da dum, da da da da dum.

Bitter heart, bitter heart tries to keep it all inside

Bitter heart, bitter heart shadows will help you try to hide,

Bitter heart, my bitter heart is just getting a little fragile,

Bitter heart, bitter heart of mine, of mine, of mine, of mine, of mine, of mine.

Damn niceee. Listen to Kantoi too! Malay Oral was short? I'm just happy its OVER! YAY!

2009-07-05T15:43:00.004+08:00

PICTURE POST:

Saturday!

Adilah, I only posted this cause you asked me too.

HUDA!:D (Didn't take a picture with Nury!)

Too lazy to turn this.

I told you it was eww. We look like christmas supermans with capes and all.

When I came home in my costume:

My sister: Ew, that's hideous.

Me: Its not that bad what!

My sister: I'm sorry, its just really ugly.

THANKS AH.

Wednesday!

I like this shot!

Class BBQ!

Yeah, only one):

Don't know when because too long ago!

Btw, those are fishing rods.

And the conversation on Sharianty's blog between the marshall and us was damn funny. HAHA.

2009-07-05T11:49:00.004+08:00

So another Saturday, another NDP rehearsal.

Yesterday was really half-disgustinglybluek-half-YAY(:

So my sister sent me to school. Haha, she damn pro. She went to find the way to Cedar by internet and all. Propro. Haha, then off we were. I reached the school half asleep. I think all of us were half asleep. It was the first time we had to reach school at 8.20. Then, I found out, Ariel not coming. Farhain also. Best.

Met up with Gloria, Sharianty(who wasnt late!), Aqilah, Adilah, Sarah and Gerry! Thanks Gloria for all the LOVE! I'm sorry I broke it:/

Anyway, Kak Yaty was with us! And Ms Teh, with her nice big Canon camera.

On the bus, Ms Yaty realised she didn't have a landyard. So she asked us for one.

Ms Yaty: Eh, you got landyard or not?

Me: I don't have.

Gloria: Shazwani has one.

Me: And Cassandra also.

Ms Yaty: Huh? As in I don't have landyard to hag around my neck.

Me and Gloria: LOL.

Haha. Yeah, so we reached the holding area:

And it was bloody hot. Like seriously, we then, moved off to the platform and Andrew told us our new places for one part. Then, we went to sit at the places we were supposed to go to. Then, some annoying things happened. God, pity our marshall. Sick already then must put up with all the crap. He went home after that so D:

Then, practicepracticepractice. I swear it was boiling hot, like you can feel yourself boiling and melting kinda hot. I wanted to just run off man. But persevered! Then, it was lunch! KFC mannnn. So we went up to the stands and like the pampered people we are, went to the shade -__- Had a rather thoughtful conversation with Sarah. Basically after that we watched the parade. Aqilah was drinking my water like some person in the dessert, never drink water before. And in the end, my water finished. Tsktsk.

Then, they told us we had to go back to the holding area and we walked under the blistering sun. Reached, and we weren't prepared for it but we got our costumes. AHHHHH. Okay. Not THAT bad but still. Later shall upload more photos and show you. And we changed and just stayed there for a long time. When I was at the Milo van, I saw Shu Min and Cassandra and freaked out! I ran to them like some freak. Haha. Shu Min was sarcastically making fun of our outfit on how 'nice' it was. Then, she gave me her sweets. And we just hung out for a while. It was nice to see them after looking for them for the past few weeks(: So we ate dinner and were gonna go off. Ms Yaty was damn sad cause the Milo, Old Chang Kee and Mr Bean vendors closed already. Damn funny. Went off and then it was showtime!

Behind the stage, we freaked out quite a lot, cause we were nervous and we didn't know the steps yet. So we had to follow Bendemeer. But it was okay cause Superman emerged after so long! Haha. Then, suddenly, right behind the curtains, got INTERNAL conflict (if you know what I mean):O But Sharianty solved it. Lol, THANK YOU even though quite obscene lah. Haha, then, Red Lions zoomed down and before we knew it, we got the green light to go:

That's us. All red with the big orange hands. Go choir! And it was really cool too cause the hosts were so freakishly close to us:

MARK LEE!

VERNETTA LOPEZ!

MICHELLE CHONG!

GURMIT SINGH!

YAY! Haha, DAMN COOL! And the drumfest was being all cool and all. Then, the TDD. Blahblahblah.Skipskipskip to the finale. OMG. This part was another question mark. We were like what the hell to do. So I just started to clap. Haha, and in the end everyone did it. Then, Andrew came to save the day. Omg, I love this guy. He's really awesome. He was like SMILING and so into it. And him smiling made us laugh. Seriously. He damn pro lah. One day I shall take a picture with him. He was like jumping up and down and bouncing and being hyper in a tired kinda way. And he was damn nice to our school. He scolded some of the Bedok North guys but he was like so patient with us. Haha.

Yeah, then the holiday part. He went off, so we were like WHAT TO DO. Free and easy right? So I just started dancing damn spastically. Have fun whattt. I turned back and started like seriously being spastic like some toot. I'm not even joking. But hey, being spastic is fun. Then, when I turned in front, I realised that I embarrassed myself cause Eden was like right in front of us to ask us a question. Damn toot.

Eden: Do you know what to do?

Us: No.

Eden: Do you know where Mr Ng is?

(I was kinda wondering who that was.)

Us: Nope.

(Eden walks off.)

Me: Eh, who's Mr Ng ah?

Sharianty: Its Mr Er lah. Andrew Er.

Me: Huh? That guy who wrote all the Maths books?

Sharianty: Oh ya! That's why I found his name so familiar.

Me: Omg, he made my primary school life a living hell.(while eying Andrew)

Sharianty: (tells Aqilah about our theory.)

Aqilah: He said Ng lah.

Me: (to Sharianty) I told you it was NG!

Hahahahaha. Damn funny because we seriously thought that it was ANDREW ER. That guy ruined my primary school life man. And I was really eying Andrew like mad. HAHAH. Then, while the spectators left, (there were a few thousand according to the choreographer), we sat down. There were these 2 people from ITE doing handstands. And we were cheering for them. SO COOL. Then:

Aqilah: (Nudges me) Eh, someone lost their batik. (Points to ITE guy asking us who lost the batik.)

ITE Guy: (Gives batik and walk off)

Sharianty: What must you say?

Me: Oh ya, THANK YOU. (Laughlaughlaugh) Okay, now, I dunno who's batik it is.

(Goes in front of Serangoon)

Did anybody lose their batik?

Serangoon guy: Ya, someone lost their batik, we just dunno who it is.

DAMN LAME CAN. OMGAH. Seriously. In the end I found out who it was. Then, after that, basically we went back HOMEHOMEHOME. Apparently, I am officially Sharianty's ride home. Thanks ah. But the ride was spastic like kjfnejwnjeknerjfk. Had damn spas conversations.

Yaaa, PRETTY! Anyways, TUESDAY! (Results and Oral? Enough to give me a heart attack)

Will post more pics later!

2009-07-02T14:23:00.002+08:00

Yay! I changed my blogskin.
Haha, anyway, I'm absolutely convinced out school is out to torture us.
We can never have holidays. During holidays, we had to mug for MYEs.
Then, when MYE over, must do holiday homework.
Then, results are out!
Immediately after that, would be Mother Tongue Oral.
Then, BACK TO LESSONS. Wtf.
Okayyy, tomorrow store check man.
Then Saturday, NDP!
Oh btw, even though Clara didn't get to the finals, she's still awesome. You're a winner in 3A anyway. AWWWW. (So corny.)
Haha, yeah. So results are tomorrow. And I'm freking out. I hate you lah.
Then, NDP on Saturday, must wake up at 6+
I think they're giving us costumes or something. If not wouldn't be so early.
And damn, I just found out something sad. Urgh whatever.

2009-07-01T23:32:00.002+08:00

BLOODY HELL!

Ok, so today went out with my lovely platoon! I'm sorry Cassandra. I made you rush all the way there. Sorry! On the way to Marina Square, I saw this HUGE Harry Potter poster! ZOMG! Freaking cool! And Cassandra was so observant as to point out to me that Nathan Hartono has released his new album!:D Haha, anyway, we watched transformers. Not bad lah. Okay, actually, it was really quite nice. I still don't like Megan Fox. Anyway, me and Shu Min are convinced that they have put something in our Sprite. Seriously. Hmmm. And we couldn't finish eating our popcorn because we were so full from eating Pizza Hut. I think I'm gonna be a fatty. Haha. Ya, basically we went to the Esplanade after that. Me and Shu Min were stalking people in red shirts!:O Then, headed on home.

Blahblahblah. Went to fetch my sister at the airport. And when I went to hug her, he totally passed me and went to my mom. OMG. Damn malu can? Seriously, I was standing there like a silly loser. (Which barely happens btw.) So she went out with her friends. Then on my way home, I got a message from Ariel. Must come to school at 8+ Bloody early! And I was (like some drama queen) complaining to her about how I have to go marching until 9.30 pm on Friday, reach home at 11pm. Then, must still wake up extra early for NDP. I know. Pity me. But then, when I reached home, Rachel sms-ed me to tell me that NCC DAY PARADE IS CANCELLED. CURSE YOU YOU FREAKING H1N1. DIEDIEDIE! I know the training like want to die. But zomg, I never thought they would completely cancel it. Goodbye rifle and bayonet. I'll miss you): OMGGGGG, I'm still freaking out! DAMMIT. And some people are not making it better by ruining my mini-holiday. DAMN.

2009-06-30T21:40:00.000+08:00

Nostalgic much!

2009-06-30T16:36:00.002+08:00

MY ROOM IS IN A MESS.

And my sister's coming back tomorrow(FINALLY) but that also means I have to clean up this room! But I'll have time. You know why? Cause I don't have no school tomorrow! YAY! Even though I do have homework to do from the holidays, its okay. Because I'll be watching Transformers with Charlie tomorrow!

Okay, GOOD LUCK FOR HUMANITIES PAPERS TOMORROW PEOPLE! I know you guys can do it so be like Nike. Geddit? Okay, neverminddd. BYE!(:

2009-06-29T21:02:00.002+08:00

E Maths paper was so shitty): And I'm bracing myself for the A Maths one. Sure die lah. Biology some more. I'm just gonna pray for the best I guess. Don't wanna study anymore! Today after the papers, went out to lunch with Shu Min and Amro. So SPASTIC. Gah, I really can't wait till 1 pm tomorrow. MYEs will be OVER!(:

But then, must start speaking Malay! Wah, oral on the 7th. 'O' level oral some more. Am. Definitely. Not. Prepared! I need to start talking Malay more! Alamak(see, Malay word) ! I think I'm gonna practice during NDP since that's when almost everyone understands Malay. Haha. Must help me ah! Okay. I'm boreddddd. Bye!

2009-06-28T16:52:00.002+08:00

I. Hate. Studying.

Okay, I'm so obviously gonna blog now.

Credits to Mr Darren Leow for taking this photo, btw(:

Totally love it.

Saturday

Woke up, met Gloria at 11+ Definitely studied better before she came. LOL. It was amazing though, we were the only 2 in school and we kinda did a lot of stupid things. Then, blahblahblah. People started coming. Met Kak Yaty! Then, the sec 2s left! But our bus was like 1/2 hour late. So the sec 3s went to the toilet and just when we left the toilet, the bus arrived. So we rushed like some gundus. Everyone else was already on the freaking bus. Thanks ah.

So off we went, and finally met with the sec2s. Same drill, left to Marina Platform under the freaking hot sun. And again, we went to sit at the stands. So up high! Adilah till freaked out over the French Hornist being awesome. haha. But just when we wanted to take out our books, BAM they called for the choir. So basically got on there and did our stuff. A lot of stuff actually but at least its all nice and neat now(: There was this time when the photographer went to close up on my face. EW. I bet he deleted it. Act shy act shy. Haha. And Ariel was getting all irritated because people were being annoying. *SIGHS*

Marshall: Ariel, ask them to go within the marker.

Me: But they won't listen to her.

Marshall: But they wont listen to me too

Me and Ariel:-.-

I swear Andrew and Eden are really admirable for their patience. I swear. Anyways. Then, MAKAN PIZZA HUT. :D:D:D Sharianty is a pig. I swear. You should see the amount of food she eats-.- Then, finally started our OFFICIAL rehearsal. And what a rehearsal it was. Total Defence Display was such a BLAST of a time. Haha, Sharianty's reaction priceless man.

We panicked like REAL. HAHA. Acting fail lah. Then, later on was the 21 canons. At first it was damn soft.

Sharianty: You cried at that?

*Canon*

Sharianty: *Jumped and screamed*

*Walkwalkwalk*

Aqilah: *Says something about it being soft and NOT SCARY*

*Canon*

Aqilah: *JUMPED. HAHA.*

Don't anyhow make fun of me okayyy. It was still as scaryyy. Didn't get to see the nice army tanks though. And we did the thingyyyyy. Then the last part. Wah, feel like crying can? Its a really nice feeling(: Then, the fireworks was :D:D:D Electrico's and Gayle Nerva's song was awesome too! Then, the spectators went off. After that, we were told to dance some stuff. Then, we had to wait a longgg time. Then, this photographer guy came. And us, being some camwhore people went to ask him to take photo. Haha. And thus, the photo above! Then went back and the car ride back was spastic. But nevermind. Tsktsk Ariel.

Thank you god for giving me the patience. For getting rid of these horrible emotions. For keeping my emotions in check.

I learnt that the happiest people are the most patient ones. So yeah. Exams are tomorrow, be patient and good luck my fellow sec 3s!

2009-06-28T00:16:00.004+08:00

First of all, I wanna thank ALL THE PEOPLE WHO WISHED ME A HAPPY BIRTHDAY. LOVE YOU GUYS. I wrote your name in my diary so must be honoured(: Haha. Dinner on Thursday was great. Mango cake baby!(:

Then, on Friday, NCC day rehearsal was :D but tiring. Rushed off in no 4 to Mr Goh's place. THANK YOU CLASS COMM FOR MAKING IT WORK THAT DAY. And LOVE YOU 3A for cooperating and ensuring the success of the whole event. It was really great(:

Today was tiring. After yesterday's rifle carrying, I really wanted to just sleep. Anyway, I have some unglam pictures: BOOM!

Sotong!(:

I'm sorry Gloria(:

UGLAYYYY. Haha.

NDP was really great today. If I feel like it, I'll post about it after exams. WHICH IS IN TWO DAYS. So gonna mug now. Tata for now. Wish me luck people!(:

You know what? You just had to ruin it. AH! I just cant take it anymore. I feel like SCREAMING okay? How much more blunt could it have gotten. You have feelings, I have feelings too right. I really felt like pissing you off. Read between the lines. I'm sensitive lah okay? Gosh. I thought you would've known that. I mean, I tolerate it for the past few weeks but I'm really gonna burst. I just wanna run and screammm. You know what? If you want it so bad. Take it. I really give up lah. Okay? Sure cannot win you one right? Like you had to hint to me. I'm so paranoid, I know but don't you like get it? It really hurts okay. I know I don't look like it but I'm really hurting inside. Don't play with people's feeling. You don't have to tell me that I'm fighting for a loss cause repeatedly. I know I suck. I get it.URGH. Just watch it lah. And you know what? I cant believe that this sparked off from only a few sentences out of your mouth. You need to put yourself in other people's shoes. To be honest, I don't hate you. I'm just really pissed off. The attitude is getting to me. And yes, ouch. It really hurts.

What can you infer from this?

Ans: The one thing that can crush me; my self esteem.

Anyway, THANK YOU RACHEL! And this is my last post before exams. Pray that I survive! Bye!

2009-06-24T21:20:00.000+08:00

Isn't it pretty? Taken on Saturday(:

2009-06-23T15:59:00.002+08:00

I really LOVE this music video.

You don't know that everybody's here.

Same old story time and time again.

You just never turn to look behind.

I'm not alone, its not just me here.

Its not hard to reach out to find you.

Now, its time to open up your eyes.

2009-06-21T09:48:00.004+08:00

Yesterday's NDP was one of those love-you-hate-you events.

The day started off when I met Gloria at Potong Pasir MRT. Gloria in her lovely black FBTs. Tsktsk. Haha, so we set off to PP Macs. And I stupidly ordered a large Milo. It seriously made me felt like puking. Bleuk. And then I finally started my FIRST DAY OF MUGGING. (I bet you're wondering how I can still be blogging now.) And we kept distracting each other but accomplished something in the end(: Then we went to the spider web to fill up time cause we were sickkk of studying. Didn't really do much there. Except for Gloria taking spas photos as usual.

Then, she sent me to school for NDP. And in school, I found out that the only people who I usually talk to who were actually there was Ariel, Adilah, Sarah and Geraldine. Everyone else either overseas, not feeling well or quarantined. Veryy goood. Seriously, we didn't really think it was gonna be so fun that day. And then we got scolded my Ms lim too for punctuality. We waited quite a long time before boarding the bus. And in like 15 minutes, we reached there.

It was HOT and CROWDED. And my Biology textbook was soooo not helping. First, we got brought to our holding area but in the end we still had to go to the platform with our bags. Yeah, I think our marshall is really patient. Lol. Anyway, we had to sit in the stands and watch the parade segment first.I was freaking out over the coordination of the GOH contingents and the fact that I was looking at Shu Min and Cassandra and how the drills weren't that bad. Adilah beside me was freaking out over the marching band and the silver french horn. And Ariel was basically trying to calm us down. But seriously, so freaking cooooool. Good job NCC! Nury kept talking to me about how she wanted to be in there. I'm jealous of them cause they get to do something that we didn't last year): And stand shorter also. But their 2km march must be like killer man and some more, it was soooo hot that day. We were burning in the stands, and they have to wear full u man. Pro, pro, pro.

Anyway, after that, we basically had a lot of time to waste. It totally didn't hit me that I could've been studying. Blah. Went to sit with Sarah and Geraldine. And crap out to all the songs we know. And laughing over spastic narrations. Soon enough we got our lunch! Not bad lah this week. Chicken, potatoes, bread and carrots. And some of us when to sit in the shade like some aunties. Haha. The rest drank this freaking gross Green Bean Soy Bean water which I'm thankful I only drank a bit off. After waiting for a bit more, we finally got to do something!

We got on the floating platform! Yay-ness. But when we did our first act, we stood there like gundus. I swear. Thank god for Andrew. And we wouldn't have known what to do if not for him. We were running like toots. Then we were told to stand somewhere and act like nothings happening. And there were only us few Cedarians there while the rest were on the other side. And we had to ask them where to go. Overall, it was really messy. But the thing that happened next was soooooooooo cool. I swear. Like *faints from coolness* kind.

We got off waited at the entrance while all the cool army tanks stuff passed us. Its like so woaaaaahhhhhhh. Then, got on again. They were doing the canon thing. And if you bothered to check, the canons are on water this year. So its like super close. And we were on the side of the canon some more. So everytime they released one, everyone either screamed or jumped. Seriously, and its like you do it every single time because the intervals are quite random. I can't imagine what would happen if babies were there. I think they all would start crying. I did like totally unintentionally. It sort of just came out. So then, we did the rest and it was quite confusing cause I didn't come last week. And I screwed up the steps. Blah. And some more the hat was ~~hideous~~ not the best looking one and totally screwed up our hair so everyone's one was standing. I really hope they don't make us wear it next week! Pleaseee!

So basically after that, we did the nicenice house thing and were ready to practice chapter 10. Annoying things happened before that though. Seriously. But Chapter 10 practice was awesome because they actually used REAL fireworks. It was beautiful. You could seriously just gawk in awe. We basically practised that again and went off! By the time we reached the school, it was like 11pm. So yeah, I'm still tired now but have to MUG! Overall, NDP was awesome with minor setbacks. I'm actually already excited for next week's one. But veryyyy tired now.

Blahh, time to muggg. But before I leave, a song(Coldplay-Life In Technicolour):

I LOVE COLDPLAY'S WEIRDNESS!

2009-06-19T21:39:00.001+08:00

YOU NEED TO WATCH THIS. DAMN FUNNY. YOU WONT REGRET IT.

2009-06-18T12:24:00.002+08:00

Go check out the song, Swoon by Marie Digby!

butterflies, dizzy head, flutter heartbeats

Anyway, sotong no. 2 went to message me about her leaving to Malaysia today. And how she will NOT be coming for NDP. Hmm, I think that'll be quite weird. Suchitra is in India now too. Haha, anyways, I'm actually doing my Malay homework now, (or am supposed to be doing anyway). I haven't started studying yet. Like at all. I'm in deeeeep trouble. We only have like what less than 2 weeks left, dammit. But I'm planning to start tomorrow or today? I dunno. Nvm, CIP tomorrow though. Hopefully the study thing on Saturday works out and we don't get extremely distracted by each other :O Gah, someone save me!

Please, don't embarrass us any further, seriously.

2009-06-17T12:08:00.003+08:00

Faces

I'm sitting here thinking of you

And I'm trying so hard,

Finding it so hard

But calling your name.

Just another face in the crowd

But you're shining so loud,

Shining out so loud

And taking the pain.

Faces, they're inside my head.

Its you I choose to see instead.

Caution lies in the wind

But it can be so wrong,

I know it was so wrong

To stay in the game.

Then, try to turn away,

Face you for so long,

Face you for too long.

It all feels the same.

Faces, may be inside my head.

Its you I choose to see instead.

And against that's what you are.

Come along, take me home.

And it feels like the only one,

Like the only time,

My eyes,

Open up to the other side

Of the strange and wide.

My eyes to the other side of the strange and wide

To let me go.

Turn it,

Faces in my head.

Turning slowly into sage.

Faces live inside my head.

But its you I choose to see instead.

And into a clouded sky.

Leaving only you behind.

2009-06-17T10:45:00.002+08:00

I just remembered that I have CIP this Friday!!!

Oops. Okay. But I guess its something to look forward to.

The past few days were quite):

Except some highlights, mainly, staying at my cousins house and going to meet Rachel, Wani, Cass, Shu Min(:

As usual damn spastic.

Haha, but i'm proud of myself cause I finished my Maths.

(But left a lot of blanks)

And then LOVELYLOVELY RAchel went to take out her Malay homework.

Wtf. I totally forgot about the 4 karangan(s) that we had to do.

Bloooodyyyy. Anyway, I haven't studied a single thing but am gonna with the sec 3 ndp gang on Saturday(:

GAWD, definitely looking forward to that!

FLOATING PLATFORM, HERE WE COME(:

2009-06-16T22:08:00.001+08:00

HAHAHAHA

2009-06-14T08:13:00.006+08:00

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Who knew he sang? And his guitar-playing is awesome too. Go Tom Felton/Draco Malfoy(:

*Omg, I think I've fallen in love with this song!

**I miss you.

2009-06-14T07:27:00.000+08:00

LONDON POST!

Before you start reading, I just wanna say that I was way too lazy to write all the days so I just wrote the first two and gave up. Pictures, I'm trying to put them up on Facebook but my computer is not being very co-operative! Yeah, so in short UK was fun! I really had a good time there. It was a once-in-a-lifetime kinda thing but I kinda wanted to go home too. Akwardly. But I do miss the coooool air in the UK. I remember getting home and feeling super chocked by the humid air. And I miss Rchael and a lot of things. But I'm kinda happy to be back home!(: So here goes the first two days:

Day 1

Reached the airport at around 10. 15 pm on 31st May and the first thing I noticed was the mass number of Malay people going to Umrah. So I met up with the rest. Btw, thanks to Gloria and Rachel for coming down to send us off(: And to the rest who messaged me too. After we settled the check-in, we took temperature. And during this time, I persuaded my sister to talk to Mdm Faridah, HER FORMER FORM TEACHER! Haha, Mdm Faridah description of her was superrrr funny. But when she saw my sister that day, she was like 'You're a babe now'. Haha! When we entered the departure halls, a group of us when to this tv thing near the BK and we watched PPG and Foster's Home For Imaginary Friends like super enthu-ly! It was damn spastic! Soon after that, we were off to Dubai! Emirates is awesome (but not as awesome as SQ)! When we reached the Dubai airport, I bought a large coke with the money my dad gave me. IT WAS HUGE. We had to share it between 5 people. Its like twice the size of Singapore's large coke! Ya basically, after that, went off to UK! When we arrived and went out of the airport, I think all of us were damn shocked. It was so cooooool. As coldcool. Yeah, so we boarded the bus and off we were. During the journey, something damn drama happened. The luggage dropped! The driver kept telling us about how it was his fault and he walked all the way back to get the luggage! Super shocking! After that, we basically got to enjoy the landscape of the countryside. When we finally reached FSC,we met the niceeee people there. We basically had a briefing and then we got to see our rooms!(: Me and Jesslyn were put in the Willows room! It was so nice and cozy!

Shorthly after, we ate our dinner which was nice(: Then, we did orienteering. We, being gundus didn't follow instructions and got LOST in the freaky place.

Scary right? We just went all the way in. It was really getting cold and we had no one to turn to. Even the teachers didn't know. In the end we just went all the way. And finally we met Rachael! She's our tutor! Haha, yeah, so along the way, we saw a lot of sheeeeeep. Haha. And Heather was competing with sheep. Don't ask. After going through all that, we walked back and saw a car in the forest along the way, and we were debating whether it was haunted or not-.- Haha. Didn't bathe that night cause it was dark and freaky.

Day 2

Woke up really early the next day cause SOME people were making a lot of noise-.- Me and Jesslyn were starving so we crashed the other rooms and stole their food! We had a lot of time before breakfast so we went to the island in FSC. Cool right? Yeah, then for breakfast, we had cereal and cooked breakfast! We shared the place with Shelly Primary from England. They got scolded for being noisy): Yeah, then we did our packed lunch. We get to make OUR OWN one! Typical lunch:

Damn nice! So we went to Walton on the Naze to do some coastal stuff. Our group was the fastest(: We had to investigate something about managed and unmanaged parts of the beach. Yeah, so after that ate luch while freezing ourselves to death. Its REALLY COLD there. Even though its summer.There were other British students there too but according to Rachel they all felt that it was the hottest day of summer-.- Their uniforms are really nice! Like the ones you see on Gossip Girl. Anyway, after testing the stuff again, Rachael brought us to a town nearby. Along the way, Jesslyn saw this TO LET sign, and she was asking why there was a TOILET there. Hahahah. After buying some stuff, we went back, had nice dinner and did a comparison of our results. We got a sadsad debrief. Then we were dismissed. Since it was kinda early, me and Jesslyn decided to bathe.(Its so cold you dont sweat.) Yeah, in the toilet, Shabrina kept singing I have a dream. DAMN NOISY! haha. After bathing, I managed to do some Chem, and then lights out.

Yeah, so that's basically it. My sister's gone now. And my family's going to Malaysia. I'm going to my cousin's house to 'STUDY'. But actually, I realllly need to. Because I haven't even touched my books yet. Nor have I finished my homework! And now, proposals starting already. I'm supposedly quarantined and should be studying but I can't concentrate. I need to get out and meet my friends dammit! Okay, I miss school): What a nerd.

2009-06-12T13:51:00.002+08:00

Okay I know this is old but:

And on the page, a guy commented:

MidnightMadhatter (1 month ago):

wa seh...lee sien long should take up singing lessons.

2009-06-11T09:31:00.000+08:00

LONDON POST LATER!
I'm quarintined at home for a week. Hopefully, by the end of this week, I'll be done with the post.
Will reply tags then too(:

2009-05-31T14:41:00.003+08:00

You know how people say 'When you love someone, you have to let them go. If its meant to be, they'll come back to you.' Yeah, it ain't that easy to let go of someone for someone else.

2009-05-31T14:13:00.000+08:00

*Covers face*

2009-05-30T22:19:00.005+08:00

[*Edited]

Emo post just now. But never mind. Let's cheer things up by talking about ndp today. It was so awesome and gay and happy. Actually it was damn boring but after the creative director came, it was like ebhfijerbuwirgejb much better(:

Creative director: *Does uglayyy dance* Didn't that look horrible. Now what if you did it like this? *Does super enthuly* Doesn't it looks so much more fun? *Asks us to do it* Wasn't that fun and easy?

Combined school choir: Noooooo.

Creative director: Nevermind, you look nicer like that anyway so you have to do it.

The macarena now is damn sexy. Shake it people! A lot of people were caught in the act doing super unglam stuff like shaking their butt. When they finally realise, there were people looking at them, they turn around embarrased! And I don't deny being one of these people. Lol. I swear we don't mean to stare but it was damn funny. The primary school students in the dikir item are freaking cute too. Their marshall was damn funny. He was like dancing the steps with them in his army uniform. Damn unglam! The boys kept running even though they weren't supposed to. Everytime the cue went off, they would start running but then, they'd stop when their teacher would say in a fierce/nice way 'Jangan lari eh!' Haha. And they were so cute that some people in other areas like CHOIR for example were walking with them and doing their steps too. Super cute chubby kids. God, why do they grow up to be annoying like my brother? Lol.

But the food was freaking gross. It was the exact same one as last years-.- Anyway, Sharianty is a really lucky girl! Blessing in disguise for being late. Seriously. Other than that it was really awesome. ANDREW SMILED AT US. Haha, it was damn spastic! To cheer us up. He just turned back to the Cedarians and saw me staring at him and smiled. I kinda pity him sometimes; he doesnt know if he wants to be nice or fierce to us and he always looks stressed!): Anyways, there was also this one time when the person in charge was singing the song super unrecognisably, and Sharianty was like 'off tune off tune'. Then, her favourite person in the whole world looked at her. Hahah. Actually her favourite person was a bit gay today in pink but according to Sharianty, she prefered it like that. Zzz. Besides that, when we resting this happened:

Person in charge: *Says stuff that we weren't listening to* Eden, does everybody understand?

Eden: *Looks up from talking to the rest, looks at the person for a moment and nods in a damn spastic way* Yeah. *Turns back to us*... What did he say?

LOL. I can't believe it was so fun lahhh! Its so sad that I can't go next week cause I'll be in UK. Speaking bout that, I haven't finish packing. Better go pack nowwwww! Btw, did I mention that white is a nice colour and that confused faces can be really funny sometimes, especially when it comes from someone who never loses their cool. Ah, the unglam moments in life(: Haha, okay there you go then. Byeee!

2009-05-30T22:07:00.003+08:00

Nobody said it was easy.

Its such a shame for us to part.

Nobody said it was easy.

No one ever told me it would be this hard.

I wanna go back to the start.

What happens when someone you have always taken for granted leaves? And the best part is that you can't do a single thing about it. When you thought that the encouragement that person gave would always be there for you and you never had the chance to thank the person properly? When you realise that you've never really appreciated how much you love the person until he has to leave? That's right, all you can do is cry and try to thank the person as much as possible. You can't change whats already been done but you can try to give and show your full appreciation for that person. So here's to you. THANK YOU so much for everything you've done for us And everything else was basically already stated in the message I gave you. What you said after the whole thing was totally the last straw for me. ' It's okay to cry cause you'll feel better. I think I won't stay because I need to go to the staff room to do the same thing.' But anyway, we just wanted to say WE LOVE YOU(:

And thanks to the rest who cheered me up from giving me tissue paper to telling me about army days. Haha, thanks people(:

2009-05-28T21:11:00.003+08:00

I got this message today:

Happiness=reality divided by expectations. So if you want more happiness, either decrease your expectations or increase your reality. If you flip the equation over, expectation divided by reality=hope. Less reality or more expectations equals more hope.

Hmmm...(And yes, I think this does have something to do with studying physics all night long.)

2009-05-25T21:17:00.002+08:00

GOSH, I'm so freaking sick and tired of hearing of your problems. Get up, straighten your back, keep your head held high and face the world. Face reality. You may have your problems. But I have mine too. And please, be a little sensitive of what you're saying. When you complain about that, don't you ever consider MY feelings? Like wake up call much? And when I 'shouted' at you that day, I guess nothing went into your head cause I was being too damn nice to you that you probably thought I was joking or something. Cause you continued to complain about other stuff. I can't take it when you're so down sometimes so be happy and treasure what you have now. Just smile okay?

2009-05-24T21:53:00.004+08:00

Picture post!!!!(:

After cross-country:

After the awesome Angels and Demons!

OMGAH! I LOVELOVELOVE THESE PEOPLE:D Because I mean, look at our faces, priceless, I swear. Hahahaha.

Moving on to NDP:

Let's start with our awesome dance instructors/coaches!

Meet Eden(?) I don't actually now his name. He's damn cooooool. For shizzz. Really! When he dances, its looks so easy. In other words, he dance damn cool, especially Hiphop! And yes, I put this picture up because there isn't a single other photo of him.

And meet Andrew! Haha, I think he's awesome when he smiles which is rare because the choir gives him so many problems yo! Butbutbut quote: 'The combined school choir will always be the best to me.' Awwww.

The super cool drumfest people!

SHU MIN! LOOK! LOOK!

ANd I've saved the best of all for last.

Behold...

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the awesome

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the brilliant

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SOTONGS!

*Dies from unglam-ness*

2009-05-24T08:57:00.002+08:00

NDP yesterday was tiringggg! What Sharianty said was true. Highhighigh at first, then wah, superduper pissed because of some people lah. There was like so much waiting time cause of all the items and we were damn bored. The sec 3s felt like we should have brought something to study. Haha. Damn! A lot of wasted time ah basically. And we didn't even get to do the whole thing properly. But omg, we came up with something damn funny! Haha. F!F!F! Hahahaha

Anyway, went back with Aqilah, Adilah and Sharianty. Omg, CHOCOLATE WAFFLES! Thanks loads(: Haha. Awesome ride home(: When I reached home, I tried to do work. I survived English but in the middle of Chem, wah die alr. FAIL. Haha.

Oh and did I tell you, we made a new friend named ANWAR. He was kinda annoying and veryvery blur. And very oblivious to very obvious things. Tsktsktsk. Maybe we should make it 958369432432429 times more obvious huh?

But nvm, cause Wednesday sec 3s exempted cause THURSDAY HAVE EXAMS!!!! Ahhhhh! Die. I should be studying now. Shoots. Bye!