it's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry

Goodbye.

2009-12-08T23:45:00.004+08:00

Hello people! I know you didn't know that right? But its true. I cried for Sezairi cause he made it to the finals(!!!) and from the right eye it did come. Anywwaaayyyyy, what I REALLY wanted to say was that I'm moving!:D Yep, to Tumblr. Will keep this lovely blog for it memories! So RELINK PEOPLE AT:

happinessis-.tumblr.com

Home.

2009-12-07T09:44:00.002+08:00

I loveeee the fray(: I'm finally home for once.

Homework kills. Enough said.

Happy?

2009-12-06T18:58:00.003+08:00

-Tell me what you want, what you really,really want.

-I'll tell you want you want, want you really really want.

-I wanna, I wanna, I wanna, I wanna, I wanna really really really wanna Avada Kedavra your ass.

-*fierce face*

Love 'em.

2009-12-06T00:03:00.002+08:00

Tonight was, to put it simply, good.

I enjoyed myself, thanks to everyone I met; especially Naz and Atiqah!

The rest who I actually talked; thanks too!(: Love you guys.

Oh, and I know you don't know this and probably never will,

but because of you,

I'm afraid of ever _______ again.

Go figure.

Tumblr-ing Down.

2009-12-05T11:18:00.002+08:00

I've decided to post random pictures from Tumblr for each of my post(: Cause they're all so awesome. Oh, and I really like this(was from Alisa'a Tumblr):

Girl : Your new girlfriend is pretty. (I bet she stole your heart)
Boy : Yeah, she is. (But you're still the most beautiful girl I know)
Girl : I heard she's funny and amazing. (All the stuff I wasn't)
Boy : She sure is. (But she's nothing compared to you)
Girl : I bet you know everything about her by now. (Like you knew just about everything about me)
Boy : Only the stuff that count. (I can't even remember the stuff she tells me when I think of you)
Girl : Well, I hope you last. (Because we never did)
Boy : I hope we do too. (Whatever happened to you and me?)
Gir : Well I got to go. (Before I start to cry)
Boy : Yeah, me too. (I hope you don't cry)
Girl : Bye. (I still love you)
Boy : Later (I never stopped)

): Anyway, today's the third and last day that I'm going out for the sake of going out and nothings else. Better enjoy it. CHEER PRAC(:

To The Tune Of Party In The Usa

2009-12-04T11:40:00.002+08:00

I hopped off the train Hogwarts Express
With my scar and no family left
Welcome to the school of wizard love
Am I gonna fit in?
Jumped in a boat
Here I am for the first time
Look to my right and I see the castle shine
This is all so crazy
Everybody thinks I’m famous!
My stomach’s churning and I’m feeling kinda anxious
Too much staring and I’m nervous
That’s when McGonnagall put on the Sorting Hat
And it shouted “GRYFFINDOR!”
And it shouted “GRYFFINDOR!”
And it shouted “GRYFFINDOR!”

I throw my wand out
I conjure a spell
And Voldemort goes away
Laughing with Ron like yeah
Hermione like yeah
I got my wand up
I conjure a spell
I know I’ll be a great auror
YEEEAAAAHHHHH. Stupid dark arts just go away
YEEEAAAAHHHHH. Stupid dark arts just go away

Got caught flying all unwatched
Everybody’s looking at me now
Like “Who’s that dude who’s flying there?
Maybe he should play Quiditch.”
Not so hard to find that dog, fluffy
It’s definately guarding something very secret
But all I see are it’s three heads
Thank god Hermione’s so clever!
My stomach’s churning and I’m feeling kinda scared now
Too much drooling and I’m running
That’s when that Mr. Filch almost caught us there
But we ran back to safety
But we ran back to safety
But we ran back to safety

So, I throw my wand out
I conjure a spell
And Voldemort goes away
Laughing with Ron like yeah
Hermione like yeah
I got my want up
I conjure a spell
I know I’ll be a great auror
YEEEAAAAHHHHH! Stupid dark arts just go away.
YEEEAAAAHHHHH! Stupid dark arts just go away.

Feel like finding that red stone (that red stone)
Through the Devil’s Snare tonight (Snare tonight)
Find the key that fits the door (fits the door)
Ron beats Wizard Chess and I feel alright!

So I throw my wand out
I conjure a spell
And Voldemort goes away
Quirrel’s two heads like yeah
Sorcerer’s Stone like yeah
I got my wand up
Look in the mirror
I know I have the rock right here.
YEEEAAAAHHHHH! I made Voldemort go away!
YEEEAAAAHHHHH! I made Voldemort go away!
YEEEAAAAHHHHH! I made Voldemort go away!

OMG, HILARIOUSSSSS.

2009-12-03T09:53:00.002+08:00

BOOMZ. Yesterday's OAL/OAI BBQ was that exactly(:

Reached at about 4.30 and started BBQ-ing.

Eventually, they realised me and Esther were doing nothing and sent us off to NTUC to buy stuff. Talked quite a bit(: THen balhblahblah to night time. We played a lot of CONFUSING games. Hahah. It was really damn hilarious. Oh, then we asked Leader Caroline if she wanted to watch a horror movie with us and she insisted that she knew all of the horror movies so Kellie decided that we made a new one for her!

We recruited Geraldine, Badi and Mirna and blindfolded her and made her do a lot of funny things. Muahahaha. I chickened out really quickly. Fail, act confident only. Haha. And before I knew it. I'm back!

I NEED TO DO HOMEWORK. But I'm so damn lazy to start. And I haven't bought bopoks yet either. Tomorrow CHEER PRAC!:D Yay! (Dunno how to tell my mom though) Plus, Saturday, RG prod!(: Excited or what? Okay, I better get off the comp, my brother started singing to get me off and I dunno if I can bear anymore:O

Respect.

2009-12-02T14:26:00.002+08:00

YESTERDAY WAS HILARIOUS.

So I left the house at 4. 30 and joined Mirna, Rachel Toh, Shu Min and Alex at Escape Theme Park at around 5.30. To cut everything short, we basically went on Wet and Wild a gazillion times (the people were like so sick of seeing us) and a few other rides including the Superman ride(!!!!!)(((((: Yeah, anyway, we went to the HAUNTED HOUSE too. So Rachel Toh super confident; walked in first. While we were waiting in the dark room, the woman working emerged from the house in the working uniform and all and RACHEL TOH SCREAMED! HAHAHAHA. Omg, all of us(including the woman herself) laugheddddd at her like mad. Then the guy behind us working there, whistled(act cool/ fierce only) and said 'Joking lah' after we like stared at him.
-____- Yeah, so before we went off, Mirna insisted on the Woofball thing. Rachel Toh and Mirna went and you can imagine how the two teenage guys working there reacted. Enough said.

So met up with Vivian, Min, Badi, Kellie after that while Shu Min and Alex went home first. Bought dinner and lots of other stuff and we TROLLEY-ED everything back to the SCDF chalet which was really guarded by SCDF cadets:O We were amazed at the big rooms! After which we contemplated over which movie to watch and what not. Then we got the sms form Geraldine. And an action movie basically took place. The urgency on everyone's faces was pretty amusing! Went to get Alex after that. Blahblahblah. Then, continued watching Eye 10. And went home after.

BBQ today. Partly excited. But also there'll be A LOT of peopleeeee. Quite awkward for a big number of girls to be in an SCDF chalet! Okay. Oh and to end off:

mamihlapinatapais. google this word, you'll be amazed at the meaning.

Why?

2009-11-30T14:29:00.003+08:00

I fell in love with Tumblr!

Today was like a waste of time? I dunno.

Tired. Tomorrow, OAI chalet.

Then there's still cheer.

Physics and Bio to study for still plus holiday homework.

Soooo... looking forward to next year.

I miss you and when I look at you, I wonder if you miss me too. What happened to all the texts that you send? Nothing?

-Sgsecrets

Quite Simply, I Miss You.

2009-11-28T19:46:00.004+08:00

'Never say goodbye because goodbye means going away and going away means forgetting.'

-Peter Pan

What happened?

Why so serious?

And how come you weren't there when I needed you?

Asking for too much?

Or maybe I just don't want to accept the fact that time is just zooming by and change is just part of it too?

But I guess you can't accept that that change is good.

Maybe I can't.

*

On the other hand, open house was (inserts word).

To Get Your Courage Up.

2009-11-24T20:27:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was funnnyyyy.

Heh, we had a good time in the STAFF ROOM with Ms Thang.

Laminating, cutting and doing whatever with the souvenirs.

Once in a lifetime opportunity to enter the staffroom

We (Rachel, Cassandra and I) established that each cubicle was liek a mini art gallery.

It was pretty funny listening in. Heh, so what if eavesdropping is rude?

SHU MIN CAME BLOODY LATE.

Anyway, by the time we ended, store check was over and the ML people had left.

So in the end I only went for like one thing. Haha.

Today we went to Shazwani's house!

And at the DVD shop, we wanted to rent the movie but it cost us like $10+

So we bought the damn movie-____-

And we ate like twice cause the cup noodles we initially bought weren't filling):

Left her house and went home. And now, I'm here.

Yay me. Tomorrrrrooooow!

COALs '09 ♥

2009-11-22T11:37:00.004+08:00

To summarise it all,

I couldn't have asked for a better group.

Love the people, love the instructors.

COALs was fun because of you, Charlie.

And for that, thank you.

And really thats the least of it.

Thanks to Shalom and Sarah+Yijue too.

For Shalom, thanks for everything basically.

Stay strong.

Love you!

' You see Charlie out there?

Shining like a star.

We've got the X-factor

That makes you go WOW.

So Charlie(x3)'s got what it takes.

To ROCK COALs CAMP LIKE A SUPERSTAR.

So Charlie(x7) yo,

Super(x3) STAR(x3)!'

Bang, And You Shot Me Down.

2009-11-16T19:11:00.003+08:00

True. But how sucky huh?

Thanks everyone for today.

Why?

2009-11-14T21:01:00.002+08:00

If only things were that easy all the time.

On a side note, I WANNA WATCH PARANORMAL ACTIVITY!

I Can't Do This By Myself.

2009-11-14T13:02:00.002+08:00

Went to school today like any other day.

Every other day actually.

Helped out with the OAL Board boxes for the move.

And then, we went to PP Macs!

When we left, me and Lingyi decided to go to the 100 bus stop.

And we saw the new school.

It was...different to say the least.

The whole feel of the school was gone.

I dunno maybe, its because we didn't go inside or something but...

I guess I prefer the old one. Different people different preferance?

But overall it was pretty sad. I mean, it was like a whole new modern thingy was just planted there.

And the Cedar eye couldn't even see the whole school.

Because it was just too damn big.

I guess the school probably thought through their descisions.

Then went home and talked about silly stuff.

And now I'm home early for once.

And what do I have to do? Chores. The usual.

Its pretty annoying, go to school-work and friends. Home-chores, more work, incomplete family.

I dunno. Frustrating!

You Gave Me Nothing Now Its All I've Got.

2009-11-10T19:27:00.003+08:00

Today was a I-dont-know-how-to-describe kinda day.

Well, got up, went to school and basically did both papers which I have to say wasn't as bad as I thought it would be. Which is good.

Then I got it. But I knew I couldn't go.

Then saw Charlie's campfire performance after lunch which was also goooood. Good job Charlie!

Then, went for NCC stuff.

Felt like shit though. Not because of NCC of course but something else.

Then, left school ~~feeling like shit again~~ and headed down to Plaza Singapura.

Met up with Kellie and Debs.

But also Aki, Sara, Clara, Lingyi and Xin Yun along the way.

I still felt damn restless then.

Then had to leave earlier cause my mom was asking for me.

And now, I'm home. Hmm. I dunno. Must be me being moody.

Tomorrow, dragonboating. I NEED SUNBLOCK! I'm tired.

And lazy and all things negative pressed into a girls body.

Grrrrr.

Love Is A Higher Law.

2009-11-06T21:52:00.007+08:00

Went to Rafflesian Spotlight yesterday with Rachel. Got soaked in the rain before that though. Zoomed on down to the show! Met Danish to get the tickets and the show started! I have to say, not badddd. Haha. Loved the stand-up so much it made me stand up (Haha, geddit? Ugh, forget it. I see you rolling your eyes, okay?) And some of the solos were pretty good. Good job! Danish's and Nishanth's performance was goooood. Congrats on getting third! Spend your 150 dollars well! I don't know why but I couldn't get enough of the emcees jokes! Damnnnn funny. And lame. New jokes to tell!:D Met quite a few people; Sadrina, Narisha, Murnira, Ameera, Nazihah, Idris, Haziq etc. Also saw Farhain, Eliqah and Syu!

Today was the last day of lesson extension. Ironically, I kinda miss lessons. Or maybe its just the people. Hmm, shooting practice tomorrow. Not excited to get my back hurt again. Especially because MOTHER TONGUE O LEVELS ARE FREAKING COMING. And yup, you guessed it, I OBVIOUSLY am not prepared. Karangan, peribahasa and everything else can kill itself, as long as it doesnt kill me. Seriously. Gah. Good luck everyone! Study hard:D

When Music Speaks Louder.

2009-11-04T16:53:00.002+08:00

This guy make the freaking guitar talk or something:O

You're A Little Late.

2009-11-02T19:52:00.004+08:00

I feel like writing a normal post today. Instead of a sad one!

Hmm, today lesson extension. Was weirrrd sitting at the front with Matilda.

Haha, yeah, Maths was okay. Pretty short actually. Especially because Mr Eng requested us to come later(: More sleep!

Missed Kellie's birthday celebration though because of Physics.

But I'm GLAD Mr Goh's back. Awesomeness kicked into Physics or what ah!

Diagnostic test for Physics on first day of school. Yuck lah.

Anyway, after that was DAMN HILARIOUS. Amro and Rachel Toh being cheekopek!

Haha, and racing around dunno what lah. Hahah.

Damnnnnn funny! KFC could have used a little less noise.

Tomorrow more lesson extension. MOTHER TONGUE):

Then, Wednesday, a game of soccer anyone?

Heh, holidays are like one hell of crap lah can.

Now, lesson extension. Then MT O Levels.

Then, COALs. Then HW and studying for tests):

I swear the school is killing usssss. I want my rest please!

Help someone!

Thinking What Else Could Go Wrong.

2009-10-31T20:52:00.000+08:00

I'm sick of this.

Why do I keep thinking about it over and over when there's really nothing to think about?

My head's kinda muddled.

I dunno where to go. Not about this anyway.

I'm sorry it didn't work out okay?

Maybe next time. I didn't plan it to be that way either.

You were obviously mad, but you knew neither of us could do anything about it.

Praying that it'll get better.

Maybe I'll see you soon and everything will be back to normal?

As for you, stop using me.

Please just make your intentions clear.

Cause you're confusing me even more.

Thanks.

'You don't seem to know, seem to care what your heart is for.'

'You're a little late, I'm already torn.'

Because Pictures Speak A Thousand Words.

2009-10-31T20:24:00.005+08:00

Recce:

Our attempt at a heart-__-

FA Love(:

For You I'd Do It All Over Again.

2009-10-23T22:26:00.006+08:00

OrienteeringI'm so proud of you guys!(: JIAYOU and continue to strive hard. CONGRATULATIONS!

Class outing

OMG! Thank you class comm! And Lingyi and Parvathy for the games. And also Crystal. Thanks for making it work out even though all the teachers couldn't make it. It was really a class outing I'll remember and I had fun with. Thank you 3A for letting it work out! But please reply the relay system-_-

Bio LJ

Celine. HAHAHAH.

Hehe. It was fun(: Especially with 8 OAIs. Haha.

And of course COALs!

To Charlie, I'm really( times infinity) proud of you. Since day 1 you have improved so much! But of course, this is just the start of your journey. You still have room for improvement. Make us proud-er during dragon boating and COALs okay? I have faith in you guys. Love you(:

Love you OAIs. And we did good in BTC. Thanks Ms Poon and Mr Chue for all the help too. Looking forward to continuing the rest of COALs and hopefully we'll be eeven better. JIAYOU ALL!

Shooting tomorrow. Am. Damn. Tired. Now. But damnnnnn it must wake up tomorrow. I smell like bluek now. Oh, and I just realised I blog so little now. Haha, For me anyway. Scared for Monday but good luck ya'll!(:

Use Somebody.

2009-10-18T21:31:00.002+08:00

I've been roaming around always lookin down at all I see.

Painted faces fill the places I can't reach.

You know that I could use somebody

Someone like you

And all you know and how you speak

Countless lovers undercover of the street

You know that I could use somebody

Someone like you

Off in the night while you live it up I'm off to sleep

Waging wars to shake the poet and the beat

I hope it's gonna make you notice

Someone like me

You know that I could use somebody just like you.

I really could to help me through this tough time.

Dreaming With A Broken Heart.

2009-10-14T21:05:00.004+08:00

Exams are over but somehow it doesn't feel like the pressure is lowering at all?

Wonder why.

Do You Remember?

2009-10-09T23:20:00.003+08:00

I miss you.

A lot.

I miss last year when I met you more.

I miss looking forward to go home on certain days.

I miss totally interupting something 'serious'.

I miss us laughing over the stupidest things.

I miss comparing who was lamer because we were all so lame.

I miss that one time I had to cheer you up.

I miss how you just acted like everything was okay anyway.

I miss how you made me leave that plave because I couldnt bear to see you cry.

I miss how after that, you still came to help me with my request I gave you before I knew you were sad.

I miss wondering why you were so weird.

I miss how you just take the guitar and play it like second nature.

I miss how you totally laughed after that, forgetting all the sadness.

I miss your singing.

I miss you smiling every other time even with that big exam.

I miss how you were so eager to talk when we met coincidentally.

I miss that snap thingy that you keep doing.

I miss how you came earlier than everyone else.

I miss how you brought the tuner and because you knew I needed it.

I miss how you brought your song because you knew I wanted to hear it.

I miss how at that moment, we just thought about the music and nothing else.

I miss how you stuck out your tongue when you tried to get me to sing too.

I miss how you complimeted me.

I miss how you're just so down-to-earth.

I just miss you.

But do you remember?